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(2 Corinthians 5:14-15)

2011-04-05T02:27:00.000-07:00

“For Christ’s love compels us, because we are convinced that one died for all, and therefore all died. And he died for all, that those who live should no longer live for themselves but for him who died for them and was raised again.” (2 Corinthians 5:14-15)
“原来基督的爱激励我们；因我们想，一人既替众人死，众人就都死了；并且他替众人死，是叫那些活着的人不再为自己活，乃为替他们死而复活的主活。” (2 Corinthians 5:14-15)

HMM

2011-03-26T10:39:00.001-07:00

“For it has been granted to you on behalf of Christ not only to believe in him, but also to suffer for him,” (Philippians 1:29)
“因为你们蒙恩，不但得以信服基督，并要为他受苦。” (Philippians 1:29)

hmm

2011-03-14T07:45:00.001-07:00

“For this very reason, make every effort to add to your faith goodness; and to goodness, knowledge; and to knowledge, self-control; and to self-control, perseverance; and to perseverance, godliness; and to godliness, mutual affection; and to mutual affection, love. For if you possess these qualities in increasing measure, they will keep you from being ineffective and unproductive in your knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ.” (2 Peter 1:5-8)

“正因这缘故，你们要分外地殷勤；有了信心，又要加上德行；有了德行，又要加上知识；有了知识，又要加上节制；有了节制，又要加上忍耐；有了忍耐，又要加上虔敬；有了虔敬，又要加上爱弟兄的心；有了爱弟兄的心，又要加上爱众人的心；你们若充充足足的有这几样，就必使你们在认识我们的主耶稣基督上不至於 ? 懒不结果子了。” (2 Peter 1:5-8)

I recall a verse..

2011-02-17T03:18:00.000-08:00

“Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.” (Romans 8:35,37)
“谁能使我们与基督的爱隔绝呢？难道是患难麽？是困苦麽？是逼迫麽？是饥饿麽？是赤身露体麽？是危险麽？是刀剑麽？然而，靠着爱我们的主，在这一切的事上已经得胜有馀了。” (Romans 8:35,37)

In addition to that -- emotional hunger will only make me conquer the darkness

Alive..

2011-02-11T06:13:00.001-08:00

Be Thou there;
As I learn to live,
At times to forgive;
My trespasses,
At times to judge;
My uncertainties,
And times to condemn;
My sinful ways.

When I need,
Providence.

So true this is you will never see.

2011-02-04T22:26:00.001-08:00

Do you see how broad your thinking is? It's broader than the sky. Do you see how wide your acceptance is? It's wider than the sea, or the grassy field. Do you see how beautiful your modesty is? It's even beautiful than the stars above the sky, or the crystals and pearls beneath the ocean, or the blindingly exquisite sunset. See how much bigger than the world you are now, my dear?

:]

2010-11-29T00:23:00.001-08:00

"Her thoughts are deep, And her ways are kind,
Her acts are mature, And her maturity will bind.
And indeed does it blessing bring,
For indeed need not a sound ring,
Be her kind ways forever still,
And to love her ways I always will."
-Poem by me, to (someone) :D

ah just a surge of thought

2010-10-31T04:46:00.001-07:00

He who seeks but falls off His place,
Forgets the faith and point of praise.

haha I wrote that

qlkwnleknwacqce

2010-10-01T22:53:00.000-07:00

'Tis such grief
Of void relief!
For,
The pain of emptiness,
Few can see,
The bringer of happiness,
Few can be.
~Ken (me)

“Fear of man will prove to be a snare, but whoever trusts in the LORD is kept safe.” (Proverbs 29:25)"

He is the good shepherd,
Who laid his life down for me,
Love was the dawn that I have last heard,
And death I shall with him be.
~Ken (me)

"When I chose not to be, I became what I was chosen to be." ~Ken (me)

"If they reject you, accept them, if they hate you, love them, if they curse you, pray for them and bless them, if they injure you, help them, if they kill you, plead for them. All glory be to the Lord, Amen." ~Ken (me)

"If they reject you, love them, if they hate you, love them, if they curse you, love them, if they injure you, love them, if they kill you, still, love them. For Christ did not forget to love me, although I have once rejected, hated, cursed, injured, and even killed Him." ~Ken (me)

Let not my will be done, but Yours.

2010-10-01T07:02:00.000-07:00

Lord, make me an instrument of your peace;
where there is hatred, let me sow love;
when there is injury, pardon;
where there is doubt, faith;
where there is despair, hope;
where there is darkness, light;
and where there is sadness, joy.
Grant that I may not so much seek
to be consoled as to console;
to be understood, as to understand,
to be loved as to love;
for it is in giving that we receive,
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned,
and it is in dying [to ourselves] that we are born to eternal life.

~Francis of Assisi

o.O

2010-09-24T02:23:00.001-07:00

Sometimes it's just the love we fly, that we would not the misery buy.
Sometimes the sadness shine in bare, that I cannot with this sadness bear.
Sometimes memories scatter beautiful in the air, leaving blissful nostalgia of no compare.

“So do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded. You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised.” (Hebrews 10:35-36)

“所以，你们不可丢弃勇敢的心；存这样的心必得大赏赐。你们必须忍耐，使你们行完了神的旨意，就可以得着所应许的。” (Hebrews 10:35-36)

um

2010-09-23T03:03:00.001-07:00

It rains under the dark blanketing sky, the cold air, the tears of the sky that wholly blanketed, sleeps on the pavement side, on the worn out streets, under the flickering dim streetlights. Water puddles on the cracked roads' midst, somnolence and sleep littered in the distance, over every eyelid on their beds.

2010-09-18T22:36:00.001-07:00

“Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen.” (Ephesians 4:29)
“污秽的言语一句不可出口，只要随事说造就人的好话，叫听见的人得益处。” (Ephesians 4:29)

2010-09-14T21:31:00.001-07:00

“And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him.” (1 John 4:16)
“神爱我们的心，我们也知道也信。神就是爱；住在爱里面的，就是住在神里面，神也住在他里面。” (1 John 4:16)

Severity?严重性？

2010-09-10T18:55:00.001-07:00

from: http://www.inmagine.com/zz024/zz024004-photo

“Even to your old age and gray hairs I am he, I am he who will sustain you. I have made you and I will carry you; I will sustain you and I will rescue you.” (Isaiah 46:4)
“直到你们年老，我仍这样；直到你们发白，我仍怀搋。我已造作，也必保抱；我必怀抱，也必拯救。” (Isaiah 46:4)

Severity? 严重性？
As the title says, firstly I'm not here to post some fancy stuffs for this, rather just recording the moments that I have being sick.
根据题目所说的，首先我不是来这说什么很威风的东西，我的更重要的目的其实是来记录下来我在生病时所感受到的。

This sick was originally gotten by my twin brother, then somehow it attacks me, the doctor diagnosed him and mentioned that it was a viral attack and the doctor gave him an injection on his forearms. He was continually sick for 5 - 7 days (he attended school for the rest of the days except one, and holidays), and I guess it's just my luck for getting it as well. (I got it a few days ago)
这病菌其实是我双胞胎弟弟他先中到的，过后就不知怎么会无端端感染上我，他看了医生过后医生说是病毒攻击，过后医生帮他打了针。他已经病了5-7天（他每天都有上学除了一天还有假期的时候）我认为我中到那个病应该是我的命运吧。。（我是前几天中到的

Now for the Recording:
现在来记录下来：

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(9/9/2010)
Day 1:
第一天：

Morning:
早上：

I feel a very mild fever but it isn't affecting me so much yet, and I'm starting to feel some shivering, I'm pretty clueless of what to do next, but mum gave me some medicines for temporary aid.
我感觉到毛毛的发烧但并没什么干扰到我的行动，但开始有点头晕以及发冷，我真的不知道该怎么做，妈妈给了我药吃来暂时盯着。

Afternoon:
下午：

The medicines taken helped hold the viruses back and I feel only very little of its attack, the medicines are helping me to temporarily block the viruses, I could feel its effect. I still cough occasionally, but not heavy.
那药帮我把病菌暂时挡着了，我只感觉到那攻击得非常小部分，那药物疹的有效，我可以感觉到它的效果。我还有咳一点，但不是很重。

Night:
晚上:

I begin to feel the shivers and cold very strongly and I had to hide under my blanket and constantly rub my hands, am I gonna die? Even walking was so hard for me, my whole body was truly weak, this is my first time feeling such immobility, I could not even hold something as light as an empty bottle and I couldn't even close my hand into a fist. Then I fell asleep.
我开始感觉到非常非常的冷（发冷）到我需要跑到我的被单下躲着，在被单底下我得一直默察我的手脚，我是否会死？连走路也非常难，我的整身开始变得非常弱了，这是我第一次感受到这么瘫痪的感觉，我连要拿一个很轻的东西，比如说一个空水平都拿不起，连摇把自己的手指关起来都很难。过后我睡了。

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(10/9/2010)
Day 2:
第二天

Morning:
早上：

Such a painful experience this is! My entire body felt out of order that I could collapse anytime. It felt like death! Mild running nose, horribly disturbing headache, the beginning of sore throat! Feels like the end of the world, my entire body was thrown into going through hell, but in all suffering I prayed to and praised and trusted in the Lord. Severe headache came in but mum began giving me medication, I hoped that it would work. This horrible experience -- I wouldn't want to try it again -- it's nothing that I've felt before.
真的是很痛苦的感觉呀！我的整身感觉到像是随时会倒下去这样呀。真的感觉到好像死了这样！稍为的伤风、非常烦扰的头痛、还有喉咙痛的开始！感觉似乎是世界末日这样，我整身被丢下地狱里，但在这些痛苦里我只有求、谢还有相信耶稣的安排。非常不祥的头痛来了，但妈妈给了我药吃，我真的希望那药有效。这个很可恶的经验，我不想在试了，因为它不是我有经验过的东西。

Afternoon：
下午：

The whole medication, again helps block the viruses for a moment, I'm guessing the medication's effect will drop when night falls.
整个吃了的药果然有效，它们果然帮忙我阻挡病菌的打击，我才那个效果会在晚上消失。

Night:
晚上：

As I predicted! The medication's effect dropped and slowly disappeared, similar to the previous night, I was falling truly sick and immobile! Headache wasn't too strong, but shivers nearly killed me, when I was bathing, not even being blown by the wind I could feel the chills in my bones! I then quickly showered(while suffering the cold) and went into my clothes and quickly hid under the blanket. Similar to the previous night, a piece of thick blanket still let the chills bite into my bones.Then I fell asleep.
就像我所猜的！那药的效果果然渐渐消失，就像前一晚，我真的病倒了！头痛没太强，但我真的发冷发到要死，特别是在我要冲凉的时候！我没被风吹我都感觉到那冷在咬着我的骨头！我就快快的把凉冲好过后赶快穿好衣服，过后快快躲下被单里。就像前一晚，一个厚厚的被单不够，我还得插手呢，过后我就睡着了。

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(11/9/2010)
Day 3:
第三天：

Morning:
早上：

Headache wasn't too strong, but fever was heavy. Still heavy shivers, had to go under the blanket to hide until medicines came in. And the worst part, cough and sore throat began their massacre of my body's immunity. When I coughed, my chest flew up along with the cough whilst lying down on my bed. It's truly terrible, even my throat felt like it got severely scratched, as though it were wounded. And now, I took medicines, I feel slightly better. I'm coughing badly as I write this. I'm guessing the medicine's effect would last during the afternoon and die at night.
头没有那么痛，但我发烧道很严重。我还发冷发到很强，我得下被单底下来躲着直到药品的到来。最惨的部分就是，咳嗽和喉咙痛开始在杀死我的身体的抵抗力。当我咳嗽时，我的胸部会飞上来虽然我在躺在床上。真的是很惨，连我的喉咙都感觉到好像被抓伤这样，好像留学这样。我现在吃了药品，我感觉到稍微好了，我现在在打着这个文章我都在咳到很厉害。我的猜测是药品会在下午发效，但在晚上消失。

Afternoon:
下午:

It was hot but my body was externally cold. I can't describe this super painful sore throat plaguing my day. This moment I am just asking Christ, "I do not understand, but thank You, I do not understand, but I trust You", the medicines really worked, but I got diarrhea earlier and in the morning I had a great loss of appetite before the medication, I'm pretty sure the medicines' effect is going to die out at the end of the day, but I hope it wouldn't be like before -- truly insufferable.
今天很热但我身体很冷。我真的不能解释这个特别痛的喉咙对我的整天的干扰，太辛苦了。在这时候我只有在跟耶稣说：“我不明白，但我感谢你，我不明白，但我相信你。”哪些药物真的发效了，但我刚才中了肚子痛。在早上的时候，我还吃不下食物咧，我相信药品的效果会在晚上消失，希望不会像之前一样那么的惨咯。。也就是太过辛苦啊

Night:
晚上:

As expected, cold came in, flu rose high, occasional coughs and loss of appetite, I wonder when is this going to end? Though, the good news is that I went to exercise, at first I felt truly exhausted, but later on it became different, after walking 4 rounds I felt energized as I talked to my brother (who was walking with me). I didn't feel so tired, is it that when your mind is active even if your body is weak it can resist pain? In the end before bed I showered, but not too close to yesterday's case, I didn't get too cold or whatsoever, I felt all the strength rising in my body, for some very odd reason, but I had difficulties falling asleep due to heavy mucus inside my nose. Eventually I just fell asleep.
就像我所猜到的，我开始发冷，伤风到很严重过后还有一点咳嗽和失去胃口吃东西，我当时在想“这到底几时彩绘完毕？但好消息是我去运动时，虽然一开始我觉得非常的累但我之后整个情况变了，我跟弟弟走了4圈过后我们在继续走一面说话，过后我不知为何我不觉得累咧，这是否是如果你脑清醒即使你身体多弱你还是可以忍受痛苦？到最后在还没睡前我去冲了凉但今天不像昨天，感觉上没那么冷我还觉得满有理气得也，不知什么原因会这样，但我睡觉的时候有点问题因为我鼻子诸塞。到最后我只有睡着了。

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(12/9/2010)
Day 4：
第四天：

Morning:
早上：

My sickness did not really go down, in fact has become worse, sore throat began attacking me, and my coughed-mucus was yellow, as compared to before, was white. The serious thing that goes on here is that, I still felt the shivers, had higher fever, mum had to give me suppository to calm the fever, Panadol pills were tested for the past 3 days but they didn't work so well, so I had to go for some stronger medication. I guess the sickness is beginning to bite my lungs, it's so awful, now I had quite a number of pills (I don't know what they are, or are for), I'm guessing the effect would be similar to the previous days. I don't understand, but I trust You O' Lord Jesus Christ.
我的病情并没有好转，反而变得更惨，喉咙痛开始攻击我倒非常厉害，直到我的炎是黄色的，比起之前是白色的。现在更严重的是我还发冷，还发高烧，我妈妈得给我塞剂来帮我减轻发烧因为我在前三天吃了一大堆Panadol但不成，我就得找一个更强的药。那病都开始咬我的肺了，真的很痛苦，我现在吃了很多药品（我不知道它们是什么或许用处是什么）但我认为应该会像前几天吧。我不明白，但我相信你主耶稣。

Afternoon:
下午：

Severe, just more severe, I had to take extra supplements, seems the fever did not calm and all else went even terrible, sneezing and coughs unstoppable, my nose kept dripping I couldn't control the overflow, it kept dripping for hours and hours, I took 2 Panadol Pills just to calm the fever, seems the fever shot high and hit onto me, I felt drowsy and utterly somnolent, but I tried to stay clear, the fight between those two extremes was truly difficult, one time too sleepy, the other too energetic. I'm guessing it will get worse by night.
严重，就更严重，，我得吃更多药品，看来那发烧并没本安稳下来反而变得更惨，我咳嗽和流鼻涕流个不停，我控制不了那个漏，一直连续几个小时漏了漏，我还吃了两粒Panadol来稳定下来那烧，但看起来那烧变高了过后我还觉得非常想睡，但我尽了全力来保持清醒，这两个东西的战争非常的困难，一时太想睡，另一时太有力，我觉得这个会在晚上的时候变惨

Night:
晚上：

Had some coughs and shivers, that closely had me. But not too long later I was fine. Just suffered mild cough and running nose. Good night.
还有一点点的发抖还有咳嗽，那大概就是了。不久过后我稍微好了。过后我就只有受到一点咳嗽和伤风，哈哈晚安。

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(13/9/2010)
Day 5:
第五天：

Morning：
早上：

I'm feeling pretty well now, very very very mild fever, coughing and sore throat still heavy, but annoying shivers disappeared, took supplements, I'm assuming that it'll be gone in 2 - 3 days.
我觉得非常的好了，发烧也只有很很很微罢了。咳嗽和喉咙痛还沿纵，但发冷走了！我吃了药品，我现在猜病会在2 - 3天里消失。

Afternoon:
下午：

Similar to the few days before, medicines work, feeling fine, just minor coughs, a little bit of flu, that's about it, no headaches, no shivers.
就像前几天的下午，药品发效了，感觉起来还好，只有一点点咳嗽，有稍微的伤风，但就只有那些罢了，没头痛，没发冷。

Night:
晚上：

I'm fine, I have minor coughs and flu but my sore throat hasn't gone down much, that's about it, hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.
我还好啦只有一点咳嗽和伤风，喉咙痛还严重呢，但没什么了，希望明天会好点吧。

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(14/9/2010)
Day 6:
第六天：

Morning:
早上：

As unexpected! My flu did not recover, so didn't anything else, fever came in to be more severe! I'm wondering when will this actually end, mum went out and now I'm not too sure which medicines to take, sigh I wonder when's this ordeal going to be gone. It's such a painstaking process to be this sick, guess I'll be immobile for quite some while, I'm even shivering now.
就像我没猜到的，我的伤风没好，别的病也没有，发烧又更严重了！我现在在想这到底及时才会完毕，妈妈出去了我都不知道该吃什么药品呀。。我真的不知道这痛苦几时才会消失。要变得这么病是很痛苦的呀，我的身体可能会好一阵子难动:/我现在都在发抖了。

Afternoon:

2010-09-05T02:33:00.001-07:00

“Then Jesus came to them and said, "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.” (Matthew 28:18-20)

“耶稣进前来，对他们说：天上地下所有的权柄都赐给我了。所以，你们要去，使万民作我的门徒，奉父、子、圣灵的名给他们施洗（或作：给他们施洗，归於父、子、圣灵的名）。凡我所吩咐你们的，都教训他们遵守，我就常与你们同在，直到世界的末了。” (Matthew 28:18-20)

2010-09-05T02:33:00.000-07:00

o.O guys are dying out and girls are increasing?

2010-08-21T23:36:00.000-07:00

It's easier to love an enemy and make them turn away from hurting you, than to maintain a friend from leaving you behind.

“He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things?” (Romans 8:32)

o.o

2010-08-02T08:01:00.001-07:00

“Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says.” (James 1:22)

man?

2010-08-01T07:37:00.001-07:00

To every man to day,
There is favour,
Of his own servant.

And every next day,
Is a lonely neighbour,
Of a new rant.

'til the next stop be death.

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'til the sky drops clouds, the few are we trust.
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Learn, you have, understood, you had not.
--
O' poetic lines,
Your rhymes, entice had not,
Though touch do melodic binds,
For mouth says sole the inviting plot.
--
Though songs do the sweetness sing,
Them do not work the comfort bring.
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If I can clear throats for utter,
I will not emotions suffer.

o_o

2010-07-26T07:47:00.000-07:00

Two souls, two hearts, one master, me and my lover, and our master is Christ, and with that our love will proceed into eternity.
For Jesus had said "I am the resurrection and the life;
he who believes in Me shall live even if he dies, and everyone who lives and
believes in Me shall never die. Do you believe this?" (John ...11:25-26)
So we believe in Christ, and our love shall NEVER die.

It's not what I don't feel, it's what I don't show.

Moments like this,
Of silence
and peace,
We go with patience,
So we go with ease.

Accident

2010-07-19T19:15:00.000-07:00

Just got into an accident today, it was HORRIBLE, you wouldn't wanna try it, really the shock you get for the first time getting into an accident is horrible

hmmm

2010-07-17T00:25:00.000-07:00

“I am not ashamed of the gospel, because it is the power of God for the salvation of everyone who believes: first for the Jew, then for the Gentile.” (Romans 1:16)

It doesn't matter when do I die, as long as I'm ready.

hmm

2010-07-08T23:24:00.000-07:00

I can but in incoherence articulate crisp repeat.
-me

:D

2010-07-07T10:13:00.000-07:00

“As for God, his way is perfect; the word of the LORD is flawless. He is a shield for all who take refuge in him.” (Psalm 18:30)

lov for you

2010-07-04T03:08:00.001-07:00

Love you deserve no less,
Love I will give,
Not to your desires like a mess,
Nor the happiness that will not forever live.

Problem -> Solution!

2010-07-03T22:27:00.000-07:00

to solve
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it takes
http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=AhQh_knays2lNmukLaHSJlYjzKIX;_ylv=3?qid=20060925091609AAgRyMU

"Macro's can be a problem sometimes and can be used to unleash virus like behaviour on your system.

This can be fixed by going to the Tools menu and selection Options. Click on the Security tab, then click on the Macro Security button. You have a few choices of security levels but I recommend that you choose Medium.

OR

Sometimes you may not have VBA (Visual Basic for Applications) installed. So get your installation CD handy and follow these instructions (from Microsoft help):

- Run the Office Setup program again.
- On the Features to install screen in the Setup program, click the plus sign (+) next to Office Shared Features.
- Select Visual Basic for Applications, click the arrow next to your selection, and then click Run from My Computer."

An example visualized.
Step by step following each image.

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2010-06-30T10:01:00.000-07:00

I'm truly very unbearably apologetically sorry, I have but poetic or no ways to squeeze my illiterate sadness out. Forgive me.

O' coarsened ground complete, what predicament have you for me that will me deplete?

I have truly problems which mouth conveys nil, O' burden in my heart weigh, lord do please my burdens share.

random

2010-06-29T19:32:00.001-07:00

The works that are done goes delicate on your hands, and the diligence in work brightened by your heart, falls never apart.

“The LORD will fulfill his purpose for me; your love, O LORD, endures forever— do not abandon the works of your hands.” (Psalm 138:8)

heh

2010-06-27T08:15:00.001-07:00

"I love you, so much no philosophy can defy,
And this love is heaven's approval,
As said, though the world can die,
That this love is timeless, and has no removal."

O_o

2010-06-23T08:22:00.001-07:00

A sweet guy provides what a girl wants, a right guy provides what a girl needs.

o.o

2010-06-19T02:00:00.001-07:00

A true good doer does not know how much good he has done and will do, he only knows that he has done not enough and has to do more.

“Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her to make her holy, cleansing her by the washing with water through the word,” (Ephesians 5:25-26)

Do not worry, my heart is never too full for you.

Do not worry, my heart has an unlimited amount of space for you.

o.o

2010-06-18T01:20:00.001-07:00

Honest to be, honest to be,
I capture your language,
Now reach delightfully,
And it defies that of age.

Then the movements mark.

Honesty in your eyes,
Sweetness in your ears.
--

“Fathers, do not exasperate your children; instead, bring them up in the training and instruction of the Lord.” (Ephesians 6:4)

=o

2010-06-17T00:21:00.001-07:00

Reason with reason we can a moutain climb,
With that we can a chime hear.
A climb we can a dime gain with time,
And fortune's bell we can listen a very near.

:D

2010-06-15T09:27:00.001-07:00

“The father of a righteous man has great joy; he who has a wise son delights in him.” (Proverbs 23:24)

2010-06-13T00:45:00.000-07:00

Love on me you costume,
And for that we flew,
And the flowers shall bloom,
And so shall you.

“If you then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!” (Luke 11:13)

XD

2010-06-12T20:20:00.000-07:00

I have a long way traversed,
And with nothing reversed,
And I have memories to keep,
To dream of them when I sleep.

lol

2010-06-11T19:25:00.000-07:00

“Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.” (Psalm 46:10)

._.

2010-06-10T00:09:00.001-07:00

We can't be proud for what wrong we've done, but we can be proud for what wrong we've overcome and improved ourselves on.

In the end, we can't count how many things have we lost, but I'm sure we'll know how much we can overcome.

o_O

2010-06-09T21:41:00.000-07:00

I attach imperishable and indestructible true love to commit myself in imparting love to you.

“Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you.” (Colossians 3:13)

“倘若这人与那人有嫌隙，总要彼此包容，彼此饶恕；主怎样饶恕了你们，你们也要怎样饶恕人。” (Colossians 3:13)

o.o

2010-06-09T04:04:00.001-07:00

“[The Narrow and Wide Gates] "Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it.” (Matthew 7:13-14)

when...

2010-06-07T19:15:00.001-07:00

“Before the mountains were born or you brought forth the earth and the world, from everlasting to everlasting you are God. For a thousand years in your sight are like a day that has just gone by, or like a watch in the night.” (Psalm 90:2,4)

"Let there in this earth no hatred be."

"For in your heart it is a fence,
The pricking of truth shall now commence."

hm

2010-06-06T21:43:00.000-07:00

This life takes a sorrow go,
And bliss pays one a penny woe.

--------------
The way your eyes stare, they glimmer, the way your mouth remains calm, it attracts, the way your cheeks lift, they mesmerize, these all depict one sweet you.
-------
'Tis the builder had fallen desire,
And big disgust that burns in fire.
--
Summer's bed,
Nourished with the roses,
Lay a sweet one's head,
And kisses the noses,
Of the passersby near,
Yet only a man could hear,
This sound sleep,
That a sleeping princess snores a melody heap.

for even the stars above are no compare

2010-06-06T10:37:00.001-07:00

you have encouraged me, so will I encourage you, you've given me a gift, so will I gift you. I thank you again and again Lord that you have given me a good gift and a good encouragement.

for I cherish you, I thank you for everything that you've given to me. It's more than happiness can pay, and 'tis God's given gift, it sinks into my soul. Thank you, thank you, thank you. Amen.

I appreciate you, I cherish you, I treasure you, I want to find out more about you with you, I fear not the break ups and the risks and all the challenges that are to come, for I have God, and I have you.
- “Therefore encourage one another and build each other up, just as in fact you are doing.” (1 Thessalonians 5:11)

o.o

2010-06-06T03:36:00.001-07:00

No matter what I do appeal to you that you consider being with me. There is just so much about you, that you sink beneath my heart, you sink into my soul. There is just too much about you unconditional and unquestionable, I wouldn't know what to say, because even the divine, and my instincts all tell me that you are the one, all odds point to you, for I have been praying to receive you, now could you consider being together with me?

hmm

2010-06-06T02:26:00.001-07:00

“so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.” (Ephesians 3:17-19)

dang :/

2010-06-04T21:55:00.001-07:00

“Therefore encourage one another and build each other up, just as in fact you are doing.” (1 Thessalonians 5:11)

Sigh

2010-06-03T20:17:00.000-07:00

Just finished the E4U exam earlier today, found it interesting, pretty different from what we usually do during primary and secondary school years, I wish I could describe or explain to you how this feeling feels like, but for now I don't even know where to begin with. All I can tell you is that, the first thing after an exam is relief -- not to mention I nearly broke my finger due to too much of "finger exercising". But in relief there is grief, somehow I cannot explain this wistful and nostalgic feeling, right now, typing in front of a computer desk inside my college, I wonder why is time such a good sweeper, one who just sweeps away all things, all along the way. How much more true can this feeling be? I can't believe college in 3 months left more nostalgia than school for 11 years, but eventually we'd have to let go of all things, is this the ordeal that takes us away to the new divide? The new turn? The new wave? The new pace, the new phase, and new faces I have to meet? Guess on earth we'd have to slowly wipe away the past and no longer turn back -- what's the point, we can't anyway. If I were to primarily explain my epic experience... Hmm I was left as the outcast, would that make things sound better? Well, off I go for now, finishing this post, I will end this with a click, I ain't got much to say, I'll write more as I figure things out, right now it's excitement ready to blush in my brain, can't wreck everything else. See you sometime.

I shall this sorrow keep, and will my eyes not weep. For He is there to wipe my tears, O' Christ thank you.

I have these events wept, and the sorrows kept.

Everything has its turns, and candidates to select.

2010-06-02T05:08:00.001-07:00

I am weep,
and I am sleep,
For too long is life,
If time is no strife.

For there is a time work at best
And a time to rest.
--

If we want to reach the sky,
Make that plane for two,
We will make it sky high,
So that it be me and you.
--

We will conquer the sky,
And our love will live it high.

o.o

2010-06-01T03:03:00.001-07:00

The rain poured in this sunny afternoon and chewed all the white clouds with its darkness, but now drizzles and retreats itself, now the rainbow and the calmness of the sluggishly pacing pale clouds take the height of the sky and the breadth of the atmosphere.

I don't regret knowing you, even more do I not regret being with you, but for the most that I do not regret is choosing you.
(我不后悔认识你，我更不后悔跟你在一起，但最不后悔选择你。)

:d

2010-05-30T00:36:00.001-07:00

“In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust; I will not be afraid. What can mortal man do to me?” (Psalm 56:4)

There are more than 3,301,112,087 women in the world, and a quarter more than that of man, but all I need is one.

If it's not to feel, it is to kill.

2010-05-29T00:59:00.001-07:00

My sorrow sleeps not, though isolated. I have now a mission to conquer it, I will its cumbersome tail make no more wags.

The sorrow in my heart does not retreat, though condemned, isolated, and attacked.

“But from everlasting to everlasting the LORD's love is with those who fear him, and his righteousness with their children's children- with those who keep his covenant and remember to obey his precepts.” (Psalm 103:17-18)

sigh

2010-05-28T00:24:00.000-07:00

O' God keeps me alive, but fear withholds the righteousness from me.

'Tis such sour news, petrify my tongue and stun my words.

If love were a little song, I want it to swing the air, I want it to swish and lurk and propel its gentleness throughout the air, and I want it to reach you. I want you to hear it, to hear this gentle chime, this calling, this little song of love.

When it's true love, I know I don't have to worry, because when I ride a plane, and when it has to crash, God and you are there to hold me on the ground.

I love you,
Of greater height than the stars above,
Oh I am in love,
Of greater depth than the abyss deep,
Yet my heart is kept at weep.

My instincts revolt against such stagnation, idling exhausts me more plentiful than predicaments' plague. I crave earnestly for spiritual rest.

I shall be good to those who are good with me, and to those who are bad with me. I promise, dear lord.

I am a wayfaring stranger, crossing this world of woe. God shall keep me in this world of woe alive. And I shall abundantly compassion give.

I appeal to you, brothers, in the name
of our Lord Jesus Christ, that all of you agree with one another so that
there may be no divisions among you and that you may be perfectly
united in mind and thought.” (1
Corinthians 1:10)

“As you do not know the path of the wind, or how the body is formed in a
mother's womb, so you cannot understand the work of God, the Maker of
all things.” (Ecclesiastes
11:5)

I felt the bitterness biting through my chest and agony swimming in my blood, loneliness was like the air every time I could inhale it.

Gauge My Persistence

2010-05-23T19:23:00.000-07:00

Though the seasons of the great summer,
Had slept over,
You remain with power
Of the greater flower.

Let not frown wear your brows over hectic times, God fathers your needs.

WIth a little bit of resources, much love can I create.

2010-05-21T02:49:00.000-07:00

If you sever your heart into two, give me half, and you'll never find it again. Do you know why? Because it was my source of energy to produce unlimited love for you. Just a little bit from you, I will produce unlimited for you.

somehow

2010-05-19T00:05:00.000-07:00

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love

2010-05-14T20:15:00.000-07:00

Oh dearest most loved lover,
When has death's blanket on you cover?
Oh most gentle, loving and kind,
What tragedy have you left behind?
Now seasons are the longing numbers of your care,
That strides the rest of no compare.
For your love had one in a million been,
So had its ways the million in one seen.
And I too tough have my heart obey,
That torn down the sun of everyday,
And my wistful heart does much sorrow keep,
Which cries a billion tears deep.
Herein reach of sadness's top,
That journeys a travel of no sweetly stop,
And of that, speaks my heart "No more!"
For it has left a wound of no restore.

~me

The past is a good lesson keep
Too good a lesson to forsake
But in your coming words without it say.

--

Your love is greater than the stars above,
I shall in life move with your love.

sigh

2010-05-13T09:10:00.000-07:00

Rest or unrest, whether 'tis greater flame of the mouth to utter less incoherence, or the foul odour of the mouth to voice confounding coherence?

If one shall on moutain's heights climb the mists, what beneath awaits your firmament's harsh descent be?

You, less truly relieve my soul.

My heart does in longing numbers call heaven's judge, speak "no more, no more, no more".

Yet, my sleepless soul, whimpered.

'Tis true, 'tis true, 'tis true,
My love, I do,
In heart, in soul, in mind, love you.

O' dear God,
Give us your might,
That in pain helps us fight,
And your wisdom to set it right.

O' in heaven's great seat's eye,
In what compare do with you justify?
O' what seams on paper had they part,
'Tis compassion loyal not, from this heart,
What end keep you from me,
Which herein tents, in your a bosom's mystery?

'Tis much the length in longing time meet,
O' much in sorrow does my heart beat,
I have for her weep,
And her image in mine mind keep.

O' rest little foul of the mouth,
You exhale a fool's words.

Do with humility not yourself extol,
For inasmuch not the world is your control.

hmm

2010-05-12T03:43:00.001-07:00

Charm is deceptive, and beauty is
fleeting; but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised. (Proverbs 31:30) “艳丽是虚假的，美容是虚浮的；惟敬畏耶和华的妇女必得称赞。” (Proverbs 31:30)

“A wife of noble character who can find? She is worth far more than rubies. She watches over the affairs of her household and does not eat the bread of idleness. Her children arise and call her blessed; her husband also, and he praises her:” (Proverbs 31:10, 27-28)

I found something

2010-05-12T01:48:00.001-07:00

I found this on youtube, some guy wrote it, I felt it funny, do have a look:

"Inane or insane: That is the question: Whether 'tis greater vanity of the tongue to utter little and extol much, or foam out the mouth the hollow ravings of pedantry, and by continuing, confound the minds of the simple?"

Serenity

2010-05-11T00:53:00.000-07:00

Tranquility

Under the starry night,
The clouds struck off the light,
And street lights all flickered
No voice could be heard.

Then the pale light struck the ground,
And I walked under the wistful firmament,
And see one that I have found.

In every moment,
And every movement,
There are less being said,
But more meaning laid.

~Ken (me)

--

Serenity Prayer

God, grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things that I can;
And wisdom to know the difference.

~Serenity Prayer (not me)

--
It's all too tight a fight,
That he, each warrior's foe sits not on the top height,
Not too long a man,
Had he been a warrior of can.
Too many are the foes who strike their fists,
And my cheeks lie against the ground's in their hits.

And hear you now, the warriors' roar opposing selves,
Tight grasps swinging through their helves,
And I fall into bottom of heights,
I, too, common am,
You're a better man than I am.

~Ken(me) (inspired by Rudyard Kipling's Gunga Din)

lol

2010-05-10T08:05:00.000-07:00

A little more than fill, and less than feel. (inspired by Hamlet by shakespeare)

How confusing can the clock ticks be, and its hands havoc feasts with, to the question, oh inevitable grasp of impermanence, what breadth of time has been left for me?

You have hopes but don't have time, I have time but don't have hopes.

Reality is a hard surface, and denial's all over it, you know the questions, yet you don't want to know the answer.

the

2010-05-05T10:05:00.000-07:00

The frown, as nasty fingers, stripped your complexion.

This outcast song, in love did the welkin bathe, it had in love with lush serene pace lit.

what's anger?

2010-05-02T02:19:00.001-07:00

The frustrations burn in your face, your eyelids lifted furiously, reversed, utterly bent gradients atop your both eyes, force exerted and lifting between your both eyes, wrinkles lifted and your eyes now buried under the fury and the heavy head of yours ready to combust.
-Me

But of course don't blaze and ignite yourself and yes stop frowning, start looking for solutions instead of smiling.

Your inner mouth, you lick your palate, you throw a sense of bitter, bone-biting chill that rips my light apart and see the darkness obscured, bathed in the light, now scattered like the abyssal wind's sluggish spiral on every edge of the foggy breath. The seams and the tears of the slow-paced breath. And you throw the heavy and artistic mist-like particles and hang them in the air. It chills its bites in my bones, then creeps into my soul, and you make me weep.
-me

Your breath is cold, it settles in my bones, it crawls its way through the door of my heart, penetrates through it, then it breaks the remains of happiness. You massacred my remaining gold, and now you make me sleep in ashes.
-me

psalm 23

2010-05-01T00:44:00.000-07:00

A mourning for the dead
In regard to "http://gigikissu.blogspot.com/"'s bf's death

~The 23rd Psalm of David~

"The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.
He maketh me to lie down in green pastures:
he leadeth me beside the still waters.
He restoreth my soul:
he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies:
thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life:
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever."
--
Amen

sleep well

2010-04-26T07:44:00.001-07:00

In the night, if you hear the voice of the forest that sings the chants of the beauty of an angel, or the somnolence of God's grace, and feel the winds that swirl by faintly and soothe your cheeks that sweeps through a flute's melody, you probably see me, my prayer, silently wishing you good night, wishing you care, wishing you love.
~by me

just a short one

2010-04-21T09:11:00.001-07:00

His heartbeat is countable,
But deeds were noble,
Man had tossed him anger on,
But he angered not,
Though they in good man's suits were gone,
For He was forgiving,
In those delighted wolves in sheep sinning,
Though his heart stops at his flesh's death,
His deed shall stretch 'till its eternal breath.
-by me
--
Though his heart stops at his flesh's death,
His deed shall stretch till its eternal breath.

o.o

2010-04-17T19:58:00.000-07:00

I am the warm light that bathes you as the morning comes,
I am the shadows that follow you behind,
As the noon, and the daylight approaches,
I am the seas, the mountains, at the back of your mind.

I am the breeze of the spring that swirls by every little while,
I am the heat of the summer that rains sweat all over your head,
I am the red leaves, and the solemn wind that comes and goes in a mile,
I am the biting of the winter's wind, that stays in your bones, pestering you in bed.

I'll be around, always due,
Needless to say, I am with you.
-
Sadness is a sponge that sleeps atop the lonely ground, under the freezing rain, and bathed in the pale somnolent light.

Ken

2010-04-17T01:17:00.001-07:00

Sadness is a sound that is loud and clear, but it fades into the endless abyss floating about no where, no direction. It fades with the echoes and sluggishly turns itself into silence. -Ken (me)

Sadness is translated through a soundless world, it collects the heat that evaporates along its way, and rains down when the clouds get too heavy, but as the clouds fall apart the rain falls delightfully in the lonely corner of a place.

If you can listen to my heart, you can listen to the rain that falls from the dark night sky, hitting under the ground bathed in the pale nightlights. And the breeze sleeps my soul again, and my soul awaits comfort.

She whose magical words whispered and left those pretty sprinkles of magic droplets, snatched my heart away.

this is my life

2010-04-08T01:41:00.000-07:00

I do hope that a girl will be able to appreciate me well =/ sigh, life is just a big tough guy, I am a lonely man, guess it'll keep being that way

My Sacks of Endless Love

My shepherd gave me two sacks,
One the empty, the other the filled.

Oh big world!
I'm climbing up this big mountain,
My shepherd be my light!
He taught me what to do.
To pick the love along the way.

I pluck the love along the way,
And leave them in my empty sack!
Then sprinkle love from the filled sack into the sleepy air!
On the sleepy trees and the sleepy plants, above the infertile ground.

Sometimes the rain soaks wet, and my hair, curled,
My sacks, drenched,
Sometimes a heavy, big sack,
With my heavy sack hung on my back,
I would still sprinkle love along the way!

And meet people as I climb,
Slowly with my shepherd onto the great mountain.

And as I go,

You, shepherd of mine,
I hope to find her in my climb,
Just to keep her in the love I can find!

That sack I've gathered love and wisdom with,
As my journey runs with it in the coming width,
Just so she stays in the love and comfort of it,
In all the love I've gathered and can give from it!
At the end of my journey thirst shall never come,
And the love from the final sleep shall infinitely sum!

life

2010-04-05T07:15:00.000-07:00

Let me help you, and try to understand you, and try to hold you until the end.

You shall return violence with good.

Always, to those that you hate, that have exasperated you, forgive.

I don't mind if you don't understand, just don't misunderstand.

That evil little cacophony that sounds, Steals a handsome prince's charm.

The intelligent speaks nothing greater than its own heights.

Want an exact picture that's happening inside of my heart?

2010-03-27T01:02:00.001-07:00

This tells everything

Some that correctly describe how I feel

2010-03-22T20:30:00.000-07:00

For everything that I do, good or bad, there is a book recording every deed that I have done. For every pain that I feel, there is a God who listens to me.

Isn't it better to solve the problems first before you enjoy instead of enjoying first then solve the problems?

Talking about a solved problem (being happy) is more pointless than talking about an unsolved problem (being sad). Though, talking about unsolved problems should not get you too emotional, the most important thing is still, to press towards a solution.

You don't love me, you only want to possess my care

If you insult others' kindness, you will be the poorest person on earth, because you are deprived of love.

Isn't it a lot better to create a godfearing being than a god-hating being?

When you walk into my heart, you melt into my heart, because when you are there, you will never disappear.

I've done so much, and this be my confession, these be my concerns.

When it's not your turn, don't jump onto me.

Just because you love someone, does not mean you have become theirs.

Just because you are in love, it does not mean you have become someone's property.

Before you leave me, I want you to be sure of one thing when you reach the outside world, do not regret that you have been with me.

Some interesting pictures

2010-03-20T00:38:00.000-07:00

daite senorita

kiss

spectacular abs

gesture

a kiss for you

wuzzah

;]

kiss

mv

Halleluya Chance
Here are some interesting pictures that I found on the web xD of yamapi
DISCLAIMER: NO STEALING INTENDED, EVERYTHING BELONGS TO THEIR RESPECTIVE OWNERS. THIS IS JUST A COMPILATION OF WHAT I FOUND.

Little words, drink them

2010-03-13T05:18:00.000-08:00

Don't make me say words that would make me apologize to you later on, please.

求めよ、さらば与えられん。motomeyo, saraba ataeraren(Ask, and it shall be given.)尋ねよ、さらば見い出さん。tazuneyo, saraba miidasan(Seek, and you shall find.)扉を叩け、さらば開かれん。tobira o tatake, saraba hirakaren(Knock on the door, and it shall be opened to you.) (Matthew 7:7)

I'm just like an alarm clock in the morning, everytime I ring, the first and only thing that comes to people who are awake because of me, is to shut me up.

For love is natural and eternal. There is one thing everyone can do without learning any powerful words, that is to love others.

I don't want to take anything without your permission. You never said that I was a good person, so I'll never say that I'm a good person, because you never said it, I'll never take your name to proclaim myself as a good person. Without you saying that I am one, I'll never be one.

My body can die, but my courage, my will, and my trust in God can never die.

Grow up please, life isn't about being a kid and remaining as one, someday everyone has to leave kid life.

what's wrong?

2010-03-11T21:33:00.000-08:00

Why do I feel the shake between us, is an earthquake coming near to tear the ground I've put together between us after so long just to solve the unknown obstacles in my way? Why are you separating us, now? Please let me know ._. please help please help o' divine one.

"I wish they would only take me as I am." -Vincent Van Gogh

2010-03-09T16:40:00.000-08:00

As an opening:

"I am still far from being what I want to be, but with God's help I shall succeed." ~Vincent Van Gogh

"I wish they would only take me as I am." ~Vincent Van Gogh
--
You who have a warm heart, those who breath cold to you, lend them your warmth, despite how shivery their breaths can be, for their hearts were involuntarily made cold.

For those who have a great fire in their heart, it is cold out there, in the world with people, in case you ever see someone, let that someone get close to you just to share warmth from your hut, even if that person is just as cold as those who are outside.

Suffering is like the stars, they are always there, and happiness is like the sun, sometimes the sun shines too bright, the light covers them from being seen in the day, they return at night, but eventually hide when the sun shines over the earth.

the above sentences without the author's name attached at the back are mine
--
now for some of others'

"In rivers, the water that you touch is the last of what has passed and the first of that which comes; so with present time." ~Leonardo da Vinci

"There are three classes of people: those who see, those who see when they are shown, those who do not see." ~Leonardo da Vinci

"If you hear a voice within you say "you cannot paint," then by all means paint, and that voice will be silenced." ~Vincent Van Gogh

"Although nature commences with reason and ends in experience it is necessary for us to do the opposite, that is to commence with experience and from this to proceed to investigate the reason." ~Leonardo da Vinci

"Experience does not err. Only your judgments err by expecting from her what is not in her power." ~Leonardo Da Vinci
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Afterword:

"Time stays long enough for anyone who will use it." ~Leonardo da Vinci

“In youth we learn; in age we understand.” ~Marie Von Ebner-Eschenbach

“It is a pity that, as one gradually gains experience, one loses one's youth.” Vincent van Gogh

Your constant love is better than life itself, and so I will praise you. (Psalms 63:3)
你的持续的爱是比起生活更好，我会崇拜你。(Psalms 63:3)

Do all your work in love. (1 Cor. 16:14)
用爱去做你的全部功劳。(1 Cor. 16:14)

a bunch of dog pics

2010-03-06T20:10:00.001-08:00

O_O

2010-03-06T02:34:00.000-08:00

哦-
原来你的生活、你的脑里有那么伤心的一个角落。
今天才知道原来你有这些问题。
没想到当你伤心时你说出来，别人就当你骗人，我现在来个认真的方式给你看我是关心的而不是不管你的感觉。呵呵，真的没有想到你原来是那么不安，那么怕伤心，至少你说了现在我了解问题是什么了，真得很高兴又很谢谢你跟我说了，我现在了解了我会研究多点好的方式帮助你。一定要和我合作啊！我会尽量的帮助你的！
原来你的长点的故事就是你曾经有过thyroid cancer,真的没想到你七岁的时候开过刀呀！听说你14/7会去做ultrasound呀。。。那个时候希望你没事呀！加油！原来你一直去做身体检查的原因就是这个。。。真的觉得很内疚为何不早点知道这件事。。。

下一次不要躲东西了，如果伤心就说，不要自己躲起来伤心，如果要好的话就记得说出来！跟我说！我会在这里支持你的！我会试试看帮助你！别怕我不会说你骗人=.=因为你伤心的话我干嘛要帮你弄得更苦呀=。= 可是别怪我不够男子汉啊。。。我怕你伤心的时候我会跟着一起哭啊，别笑啊！=.=

根据我上面所说过的，
我对不起我之前对你做过/说过什么弄到你手上的东西。请原谅我。

北鼻，保重啊！只要我还在你生活我会尽量帮助你的！加油加油加油加油！！！！！GO GO GO GO GO GO GO!!:D一定要幸福呀！！我会求神保佑你的！！God blesses you :D

daily prayer:
每天的祷文(下面有翻译）:
Give us our daily bread,
Lead us not into temptation,
But deliver us from evil.
Amen.
给我我们的每天的面包，（意思就是说给我们我们每天的力量和智慧）
别带我们进诱惑,（别带我们进贪污，变态等的）
但送我们出从邪恶，（把我们从邪恶里面带出来）
Amen.

Ask and it shall be given you. Seek and you shall find. Knock and it shall be opened to you.
(Matthew 7:7)
求你就会被给于答案。寻找你就会找到。敲门门就会被开给你。
(Matthew 7:7)

to:昕薇

日本語のポスト

2010-03-04T15:42:00.000-08:00

おはようございます
今何時何分ですか。
私の愛は何時から何時までですか。無限の愛です。あなたの心はどこですか。いいえ？
そうですか？
私の心はBEATINGです。あなたの心もBEATINGですか。
何時ですか、見せてください。

誰か教えてどこに行けばいい
~nobody understands me xD

haha

2010-03-01T22:19:00.001-08:00

sorry haven't been so productive lately, been more focused on finding out the meaning of life
here are some to push the delight
- enjoy :d

My love, that is immortal, rides the wind and spreads and sprinkles its little buds that rain across the egoistic ground.

I'm a fighter in this world, with the skill, not to fight, but to protect. I am the man in this world, with wisdom, not to destroy others, but to protect, forgive, and heal.

Her love, indeed, is spiritual rest.

There's something I want you to know, is that my heart pounds in great desire for you.

I wanna strip off my earthly skin and reach to heaven's arms.

This woeful world, I've put my feet of flesh to walk across it.

In great sorrows, oh in great sorrows, let me wipe those weeping sorrowful eyes. Dear you see a beautiful world, right after the sorrowful rain on ye' eyes. Please be happy.

I'm not here to hate you or judge you, I'm here to help you and make amends.

My heart is a messy room, filled with posters and stickers and notes and admiration of you, please do not enter my room, because you will mess things up. I do not want to clean up the memories of you.

~Ken

Hope this thing about love helps!

2010-02-21T01:57:00.001-08:00

这些都是从一本书来的，名叫-“Joshua Harris - Boy Meets Girl"
你可以在谈恋爱的时候利用。
* Learn to express your feelings and frustrations honestly, but without accusing or attacking the other person (Proverbs 11:9)
学会把你的感觉和烦恼坦白的说出来，不过没有冤枉或许得

罪或许攻击你的对象的意思。 (Proverbs 11:9)

* Choose words, expressions, and a tone of voice that are kind and gentle. Don’t use speech that could easily offend or spark an argument (Proverbs 15:1)
选用亲切和温柔的字，或许表情或许语调。避免利用会产生一场架的言讲方式。(Proverbs 15:1)

* Don’t exaggerate, distort, or stretch the truth. Avoid extreme words like never and always (Ephesians 4:25)
不要把事实改变，夸大或许弄长。也避免用过分的字比如说“永远”或许“永远不会”。(Ephesians 4:25)

* Give actual and specific examples. If necessary, make notes before you communicate. Stay away from generalities.
给真实和仔细的举例。如果需要，就做好记录应该说些什么在还没沟通前。尽量避免谈到关于很普通又正常的东西。（这一步是要你找得清楚，在你对象里的态度、问题等等的。）

* Commit yourself to seeking solutions instead of airing your grievances. Getting even isn’t the goal- you want to get things resolved (Romans 12:17-21)
尽量去付出自己的意志来找出解决方式，而不是一直播出你的不满。变得平等并不是你的目的-你要的是东西被解决不是变得平等。 (Romans 12:17-21)

* Listen to what the other person is saying, feeling, and needing. Try to detect his or her underlying concerns (James 1:19)
听对方在说的是什么，需要的是什么，感觉着的是什么。尽量找出来对方心里的担忧，或许关心着什么。(James 1:19)

* Refuse to indulge bitterness, anger, withdrawal, or argument. Though these emotions are normal, indulging in them is sin (Ephesians 4:26)
拒绝沉迷痛苦，愤怒，撤回，或许吵架。虽然这些情绪是正常的，沉迷于它们是罪。(Ephesians 4:26)

* Don’t hesitate to acknowledge your own failure, and be quick to forgive the other person. Make sure you don’t hold a grudge (Luke 17: 3-4)
不必犹豫来认识你的失败，而且快的原谅对方。请记得不要收着仇恨。(Luke 17: 3-4)

* Keep talking and asking questions until you are sure that both of you understand clearly what the other is saying and feeling. Encourage each other as you press toward a solution. (Romans 14:19)
继续的说话和文问题道你们两个明白对方在说什么，感觉些什么。互相鼓励对方在你们找出解决方式。 (Romans 14:19)

* Train your moth and heart until you can say the right thing at the right time in the right way for the right reasons!
训练你嘴巴和心去说对的东西在对的时候用对的方式因为对的原因！

希望可以多多帮助到大家。

new finding :o

2010-02-16T20:51:00.000-08:00

(guess I gotta do some translation work)
我们看看。。你看到这个闪光又会反射的地砖对吧？它会反射上面所有的东西呀！
Let's see, so you see this shiny and REFLECTIVE surface, don't you? IT REFLECTS WHAT IS ABOVE!

可是这有什么特别？
So, what's so special about this?
(he was pretending to walk around)
你看到一个守护人员在那边的地上边站着吗？
Do you see the GUARD standing on top of the shiny surface?
他就平常站着在那一些砖块上的旁边，在右边有一个小角落给他站，而且他的眼睛就是老是瞪着往下！往那个砖块里看。。。
he stands NEXT to the shiny surface at the right corner and his eyes are always looking DOWNWARDS... at the REFLECTIVE SURFACE
你觉得他会在看什么？
guess what is he looking at and waiting for?

他在等着穿裙子的女生经过，而且你也看到砖块里所看到的就是地上有的东西！
He's waiting for girls wearing skirts to pass by, and as you can see the floor reflects what's ABOVE

这是什么意思呢？
and what does it mean?

他在等着看你的底裤！
He's waiting to see your UNDERWEAR.

所以你们女生要小心呀！！别给这种人赚到！
SO GIRLS, PLEASE BE CAREFUL!

暗示：这个是一个书店的出口在一个公共广场。
HINT: THIS IS AN EXIT OF A BOOKSTORE IN A SHOPPING MALL.
请跟你们的朋友说说如果你觉得这个很重要，还有如果你关心他们！
PLEASE TELL YOUR FRIENDS IF YOU THINK THIS IS IMPORTANT AND IF YOU THINK YOU CARE ABOUT THEM!
如果你要小心，你可以走得快一点当你看到他，或许走过那个砖块地的角落。
If you want to take caution, walk faster if you can when you get near him, or walk by the sides where the guard can't see the reflection.

just wrote something(have a look):
Do not worry, your heart that weeps in the great depth of sorrow, my heart is nothing but chained with yours, as you sink into the vast, dark and blue upset sea, I sink with you. I understand, the great depth of sorrow that weeps to me, I do not understand your case, but I understand your pain, when it's crying to me. For the empathy that binds the movements of my heart, as you weep in the utter sorrowful sea, soaks mine into your sea of abyssal sorrow, and I am here for you, and I am here with you. Your heart is next to mine, cry it out, my dear, through your physical self, my comfort will reach your heart, you will get a pat on the head of a cotton's tenderness, and a shoulder to depend and rest your heavy thinking head onto, for the sorrows that you cannot hold, believe me, I care about you. I cannot bear your suffering, but I can explore the solutions with you.
~KangHo

=o

2010-02-16T01:01:00.001-08:00

Oh where on earth has magnification been?
Girl, could you understand?
Dear, I need your understanding,
Even if you do not understand my wants,
Be there at least your understanding of my needs.
For if you have done all these,
Commitment, faith, love,
I am beyond glad, and the greatest you will receive from me,
Of all these, is love,
Dear, please understand, you are no burden to me.

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I will clothe the ground with my flowers,
Season the budding flowers with love,
And the pores of the flowers shall spur and shatter my love over the surface of the unforgiving world,
Till my living candle that burns,
Fade its thrown surfacing light,
I want every other fading candle to grasp my hand,
I will fly
Those burdens of an elephant's weight,
And deliver delight into the woeful world.
Till those who sleep in ashes shall board my helping ship,
And in the end I shall say,
"Pleasure be yours my dear no matter how,
You are with me in heaven now."

people-watching
Her love, without my spoken permission, sneaked into my heart.

o.o

2010-02-10T22:44:00.000-08:00

My wish, so deep, in being with you, is beginning to be outlawed by you.

I do not understand, what so badly burns my heart that I do not know that there even is a fire going on?

Because she likes another person or has another mind, yet wants my attention, and my care, she keeps me waiting. She's the one, just the one, I'll leave behind, and throw to the back of my mind.

The good, that speaks, throws light into the world of the broken.

Today, the so painful looks that she threw from her eyes, my heart burns greater into the eternal flame, waiting for the arrival of the ending time.

Her looks, so pretty, captures my eyes. Her lips, so enticing, takes my breath. Her heart, so frail, seizes my protection.

And the melodic chants of her warm light threw magic that shattered and rained in the distance of the dead night's sky.

Her melody that sings, breaks open the darkness that roamed the sky.

One day is too merciful for another =/

2010-02-08T20:01:00.000-08:00

The ice on my heart is nearly an eternally unmeltable layer wrapped around me heart, I am now falling over into an utterly dark, vast and abyssal tranquility of spanned life's darkness.

I am too much a fallen man for any girl, I am too less to be wanted, too weak to be deserved, who, so, would throw her kind light and break open the darkness that fetters my moving life?

"I have the body, the face, and the youth" she showed,
"I need not guys, who are pimps." she said,
Then, To the girl, the ignoramus, the arrogant, the ingrate,
the insulted said,
Do you not know your "life" will die by the thirty's days?

I am submerged into the solemn darkness.

The somnolence rests my eyes.

I gave more than giving,
The days had no better words than silence,
Talking,
The only last words of reminiscence,
Were the only bond between we two,
Which is "I love you."

I'm broke, I'm poor, I used to be rich in feelings, but my feelings have been taken away.

Why do I feel that we are bound in one destiny?

My wish, so deep, in being with you, is beginning to be outlawed by you.

Just because I don't like you, does not mean I hate you, I just lack the interest in wanting to extend a journey with you.

What is Love?

2010-02-06T21:25:00.000-08:00

I'm not saying that this is the way it MUST be, you can choose not to follow this if you don't want to, this is just MY summary of how love should go, it's totally up to you, so don't make harsh comments if you hate/don't think it's right, they'll be deleted if you do.
Everyone has their own opinion on things, and what I'm mentioning below is not universal, just MY SUMMARY
(note: the whole thing was taken out from my group on facebook, so please ignore some of the words related to "giving your ideas")
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MY SUMMARY
就很好奇的你们, 为什么有“性交，亲密”和“爱”？它们有什么关系的？分别又是什么? 什么应该被做？什么又不应该被做？我会在接下来解释。

爱:
有趣的,很多人都喜欢把爱看成“瞎”的，通常就是对彼此

有很深动的感觉, 跟着自己的直觉和感觉, 他们都说, 深动的感觉就是所谓的“爱”.在简单的来说，他被称为 "情感依赖", 简单的来说就是, 你的感觉是依赖着别人, 不管是你喜欢的人", 还是你的“男朋友”。来换那个方式，我遇到了另一个角度来看. 也就是感觉没什么重要, 因为奸诈的感觉的游戏会导致伤痛和悲伤. 它通常跟着期望, 答应, 相信, 信心, 和亲密.
所以，我们来看看我的爱的角度有什么不同。 (我不是专家跟你说这些，所以如果我说的有什么问题，你被欢迎跟我说。) 从我看爱的角度，是多于结婚后。来挣开你的眼睛；

爱包括几样东西，我会把它们写下来:
-目的:
1)你的目的是寻找结婚的可能性。寻找罢了，所以即使不成功，也没必要伤心。
2)你在寻找对方的缺点和真实的它们, 你可以接受到他们的缺点，可以过一身跟他们的缺点吗? 你可以接受他们的错吗过后原谅她们如果他们做错吗?如果吵架了，你们可以把你们的感情补好吗？你可以把东西处理得好如果你们两个吵架吗？就算吵架了代表需要分离吗？还是你们两个可以冷静下来把东西慢慢的解决？

-相信:
1)神:
->相信神多过你相信你的对象，因为只有它知道最后跟你的会是谁。
2)在你的对象:
->如果你一直要固执的不信, 连你的对象都会不喜欢或许讨厌你。

-原谅:
->你能不能真正的原谅你的对象如果他真的做了很伤你心的事就算他不是故意的作的？
问题: 什么是真正的原谅?
A:要原谅一个人，你得学会放弃和接受. 放下一个人的过错, 和接受那个为过去了的事. "我原谅你",说那个过后记得心要跟着那些字,不要用对方的过错来守护自己如果真的吵架了,过去了就是过去了，就使消失了,留他为上关着的书本.

-不要期望
->生活不是有期望才有趣吗? 为何不要期望?
"有福的是没去期望的他，因为他决不会失望。"
~Attributed to both Jonathan Swift and Benjamin Franklin
明白了吗? 如果我们怎么期望: "我们会永远在一起，我们会结婚。" 我们感到困惑和悲伤和失望，如果那些希望没有成真. 所以, 别后悔! 至少你尝试过一起是为婚姻的可能性搜索了!

-不要答应
->为什么不呢？女生喜欢男生给她们确定她们在安全的范围里。但问题是，万一这个家伙未能做到他答应的？不要做承诺当你无法控制的事情。因为我们无法控制发生在生活中的事情，所以, 即使爱一个人或须跟一个人在一起, 我们都不能说“我们会永远在一起”.如果你不想伤心, 请, 不要做答应. 答应最后也可能会变成虚假的谎言。

-避免使用“永远”，“永远”，“从不”
->他们的意思不是很好吗? 为何不能说?
~很简单，如上所述，我们无法控制的事情，我们甚至不知道如果我们的关系将会是不是永远. 如果我们不使用这些话，我们不会失望。

-避免做出亲密的动作
->避免这些: 性交, 触摸私人部分, 拥抱, 接吻.
原因: 你不能保证你们的关系会师永远的, 你可能会与另一个家伙在一起在将来, 谁知道? 避免那些动作, 因为你可能会给下一个对象一个很难听的故事。你应该不会要下一个对象跟你说, "我跟另一个男生上过床！", 对不对?

-负责人，和结婚的可能性
->请记住，爱是寻找的责任，并为责任的准备。你在寻找着是否你的对象肯队将发生的事负起责任,一个举例就是, 开始一个家庭，付起家里的费用。那就是其中一个爱情里的最重要的东西,寻找是否你的对象肯负责人.

-省着性交和亲密给结婚后
->拥抱和结婚 -- 不要!不过为何？就像之前所说的，因为你不要给下一个对象有很难听的故事，所以省着吧！ :P

总之，爱是一个搜索。
->你是根据你的态度建立和搜索如果该人是正确的。所以, 你不必伤心如果真的断恋了,因为你知道，有一个问题你解决不了，不是一种情感你不能处理。不要期望，就不会失望了。:D

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现在来一个性交和亲密的。
什么是情交? 和亲密? 它们跟爱有什么关系的？?
真实的说, 那两个应该是一起的给结婚过后, 就因为如此就双方不会在结婚前失去什么. 它们其实是功劳的获得，就是负责人了，你就可以得到那两个为奖赏。当你作好了你的责任为男朋友，过后一个老公，过后一个爸爸. 那两个就是你的礼物，庆祝吧. :P
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要好好的结束这个, 我真的很希望我这个可以帮到很多人还有有足够的真相. 不过你也可以跟我说如果要加什么，或许改什么。恋爱就是要学关于对方,所以即使你的感情结束了, 不必伤心! 因为你学了更多! 如果你有什么要添加或许更改或要说出来，即使是要私人的跟我说，你可以pm我，我会很开心的开通你!高兴的谈恋爱吧!

Yours truly, KangHo.
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English Version:
As curious as you all are, why are there three icons, sex, intimacy and love? What is the connection? What is the difference? What should be done? What should not be done? I'll explain in details in the following text, carefully understand them, I'll provide a translation.

Love:
Interestingly, many people prefer to see "love" as "blind" and it usually depends on liking someone else, going by instincts and feelings, they say, deep feelings is what people usually call "love". In simple terms, we call it "emotional dependence", which simply means, your emotions are dependent on the person you are into, or "your crush", or even, "your boyfriend". To change that fact, I have come to the point where I met another perspective of L.O.V.E.. Where I found out that feelings didn't really matter, and submerging yourself into those tricky heart games can easily lead you to depression and self-hurting. It usually comes in a package with expectations, promises, trust, confidence, and intimacy.
So, let's see what's so different about what I know about love. (I am not a professional saying this, but I hope this helps open your eyes, and if I get some points incorrect, feel free to let me know, my doors are opened.) From where I see love, it's more to the point "after marriage". In order to remove your blindfold;

Love comprises of a few things, I will name them:
-Objective:
1)Your goal is marriage, you are seeking the possibility of marriage. Though, if it doesn't happen, it's okay, at least you've tried to seek for it.
2)You are looking for their true self, can you live with their imperfections? Could you accept their wrongs and be able to forgive them if they ever do wrong? Can you work things out when things go wrong and when you fight? Does fighting mean you need to break up? Or can it be fixed if you two just calm down and start solving problems?

-Trust:
1)In God:
->Have stronger faith in God than in your partner, only he knows who'll be yours.
2)In Your Partner:
->Obviously if you are being sceptical, even your partner will start to doubt or dislike you.

-Forgiveness:
->Are you able to forgive your partner if he or she did something that hurts you badly? Even if he or she did not do it on purpose?
Q: What is true forgiveness?
A: To forgive someone, it takes letting go and acceptance. Letting go of the past mistakes, and accepting that those mistakes are gone. "I forgive you", say that and be sure your heart follows, do not use someone's past mistakes to defend yourself when you are in an argument, what has gone, is gone, leave it as a closed book.

-Put no expectations
->Shouldn't life be wonderful with all the expectations we have? Why not expect?
"Blessed is he who expects nothing, for he shall never be disappointed." ~Attributed to both Jonathan Swift and Benjamin Franklin
Get it know? When we put expectations: "We will be together forever, and we will marry." We get confused and sad and disappointed if that wish doesn't come true. So, don't regret! At least you've tried being together to search for the possibility of marriage!

-Make no promises
->Why not? Girls like guys to let them be assured that they're in the safety zone. But the question is, what if the guy fails to do what he promised? Do not promise when you cannot control things. We cannot control things that happen in life, therefore, not even in loving someone or being with someone, we can say "I will love you forever". If you don't wanna get upset, please, no promises. They usually turn out into lies anyway.

-Avoid using "forever", "always", "never"
->Don't they give very nice meanings? Why can't we?
~Very simple, as mentioned above, we cannot control things, we won't even know if our relationship will be forever. If we don't use those words, we won't get disappointed.

-Avoid doing intimate actions
->Avoid doing the following: sex, touching inappropriate parts of the body, hugging, kissing.
Reason: You cannot guarantee that the relationship that you are in right now will be permanent, you might be with another guy or girl in the future, who knows? And avoid doing those actions, because they might create a "hard to listen to" or "very horrible" story for the next person you are about to be with. You wouldn't want your next partner to listen to you say, "Oh I've been on bed with another guy!", right?

-Commitment, and the possibility of marriage
->Right. Remember that, love is searching for commitment and being ready for commitment. You are looking if your partner is ready to live a life with you and be ready to be responsible of what is going to happen, in example, start a family, supply money for the house, and all that. And that's one of the most important things before you start marriage, searching if your partner is ready for responsibilities of marriage.

-Reserve sex and intimacy after marriage
->Hugging, kissing -- NO! But why not? As mentioned earlier, you don't want to create a "hard to listen to" tale for your next partner, so save it. :P

In conclusion, love is a search.
->You are building upon your attitude and searching if that person is the right one. Hence, you need not be discouraged if you DO break up, because all you know is that there is a problem you cannot solve, not an emotion that you cannot handle. Expect not, and you shall never be disappointed. :D

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Time to talk about Sex and Intimacy.
What exactly is Sex? And Intimacy? How do they relate to love?
Truly speaking, those two should be reserved as a package AFTER marriage, so that no one loses anything before marriage. They are actually rewards for commitment. Once you have committed to your role, being a boyfriend, then a husband, then a father. Those are your rewards, celebrate it. :P
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To end this nicely, I truly hope that the information that I wrote was good enough and have enough of justice. Anyway, feel free to add on for me if you would like, and correct me if I am wrong. Relationship is about learning about each other, so if your relationship ever does end, be happy! You've learned more! If you have any questions, suggestions, objections, you are welcome to voice out, you can even personally contact me if you would like to privately speak! Have a happy courtship!

Yours truly, KangHo.

The main idea is that your trust should be greater in God than in your partner.Love is not about seeking for a perfect partner, but accepting the current one as he or she is.
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From: The Bible

1 Corinthians 13
Love
If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

Chinese version:
歌林多前書 13

1 我若能说万人的方言，并天使的话语，却没有爱，我就成了鸣的锣，响的钹一般。

2 我若有先知讲道之能，也明白各样的奥秘，各样的知识，而且有全备的信，叫我能够移山，却没有爱，我就算不得甚麽。

3 我若将所有的周济穷人，又舍己身叫人焚烧，却没有爱，仍然与我无益。

4 爱是恒久忍耐，又有恩慈；爱是不嫉妒；爱是不自夸，不张狂，

5 不做害羞的事，不求自己的益处，不轻易发怒，不计算人的恶，

6 不喜欢不义，只喜欢真理；

7 凡事包容，凡事相信，凡事盼望，凡事忍耐。

8 爱是永不止息。先知讲道之能终必归於无有；说方言之能终必停止；知识也终必归於无有。

9 我们现在所知道的有限，先知所讲的也有限，

10 等那完全的来到，这有限的必归於无有了。

11 我作孩子的时候，话语像孩子，心思像孩子，意念像孩子，既成了人，就把孩子的事丢弃了。

12 我们如今彷佛对着镜子观看， ? 糊不清（原文作：如同猜谜）；到那时就要面对面了。我如今所知道的有限，到那时就全知道，如同主知道我一样。

13 如今常存的有信，有望，有爱这三样，其中最大的是爱。

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Yay something for the morning! I'm the breakfast chef!

2010-02-03T17:12:00.000-08:00

So today I've decided to pull some hands out and do some work, I've came up with just the brilliant idea, which is making breakfast >_> note: it's not wrong for guys to cook! now watch me as I cook XD
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check out the pictures to see the process being done :D

Filling water into the pot

Preparing the noodle >_>

and the needed ingredients: pepper, black pepper, chicken cube

Here's a closer look at the chicken cube =.=

As I begin boiling the water =D

Meanwhile cutting the onions...

and finished cutting them...

The water was boiling, so I threw the noodles in and "pepper'd" them(actually sprinkling the pepper into the water to "pre-flavour" them) I sprinkled black pepper after that but no picture sorry xD

Here comes my sub-ingredients (vegetables and meatball)
My next boiling pot(for the sub-ingredients)

I removed the noodles from the first boiling pot and poured the water away, then added some new water in, the noodles are safely kept on a big bowl :D don't worry I didn't eat it, neither did the ghost
Note: this is the correct way of cooking noodles, removing the first boiled water(to remove the wax on the noodles) then renewing the water and boil again

Filling water... =.= bro got bored and took another picture for me

The 2nd pot boiled, so I started putting in the sub-ingredients to cook them. I threw in the vegetables and the meatballs...

Then there came the chicken stock(to flavour it)... I didn't take a picture of it xD

This is my fridge, a lot of flavouring stuffs o_O(from left to right) the first two are sauces (tomato), then the soy sauce, then the lingham chili sauce(it's tasty, believe it!), then the chicken stock(used in the picture above, before this one), then another lingham chili sauce, then some idk what sauce, then froots(drink) it's like the thickened substance(something like ribena), then the black pepper or BBQ sauce I think...

Done, sub-ingredients finally ready to serve.

The chicken cube for the noodle's flavour o_o

Throwing in the cube into the pot...

Stirred the water, then now for the noodles...

Then the onions~

Stirring...

Putting in a lot of pepper

Then the black pepper :D

Done (I added a bit of salt and chicken stock) xDDDD

DONE! READY TO SERVE! A BREAKFAST IS DONE! =D
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Kids, don't try this at home without your parents' help. For those who are seeing(adults), you should try xD it's not that hard!

=o enjoy

2010-02-02T23:02:00.000-08:00

I can't kill you with a knife, but I could always puncture your heart.

If we cannot reach the sky, I'll bring the sky to you.

The rain can ruin my painting, but it cannot cripple my arm.

I need you, your woes, fears, flaws, and charm, kindness, and just everything that makes you "you".

You're hotter than flames, if you kiss me, I'll die of combustion.

I need your eyes kept on my back, your hands wrapped in mine, your lips on my cheeks, your head laid on my shoulder, your heart next to mine. Your love closed in one room with mine.

I've had enough words said, now it's time for you to notice.

I have no face, but I have a heart.

My life has only hours left, just before I perish and sleep in ashes, my deep wish is that those moments I have in those remaining hours are with you.

some stuffs :d

2010-02-01T21:03:00.000-08:00

I can forget the words you've said, but I cannot forget the things you've done.

Hold my hands, my warmth is with you, Catch my breath, my warmth is yours, Kiss my soul, my eternity belongs to you, Seize my love, you will get everything else.

Tomorrow's gonna rain, dear lover, let's prepare an umbrella, so that we're ready for the rain.

亲爱的，明天将会下雨，我们先准备好雨伞吧，这样就可以准备好给雨的到来。

Dear lover, if the heavy rain comes, let me walk through it not for you, but with you.

Just holding your hand makes me feel comfortable, if you shade me under your body, I'll be protected from pain.

I want your lips on my cheek, and your heart next to mine.

In a tranquil night, you gave me a source of life, I call it "love", and the respects you will have are mine.

Every night when I reminisce, the tears roll off my eyes.

In the distance we cannot count, we see endless hope, in a distance we can count, we see a hopeless end.

I admit that I do have a lot of guilt about my past life, people I cannot forgive, people who I still hate, things that I want to destroy and pain that can never cure. But if you're going to force me to be a perfect person by judging me, you'll lose.

A world, without you, is eternal loneliness.

If you plan to jump high in a relationship and acheive great heights, at least set a sponge on the ground before you do to be ready for a fall of failure.

Even if the pain cannot go away, it will be less painful, dear lover, though I cannot stop your tears, I can wipe them.

Dear lover, I cannot stop your tears that leak from seeing sadness, but I can wipe your tears to show you a beautiful world.

Forgiveness can seal the past, and open up the present.

I cannot stop your tears, but I can wipe them for you.

Dear lover, the rain that rained on us stopped, but it will come again, let's make sure we bring the umbrella again.

~----~ come

2010-01-26T19:06:00.000-08:00

The one and only regret I have, is leaving the only words unsaid after leaving her, which is "please be happy".

Judgements blindfolded me, but blindfolds cannot stop me from inquiry.

I want to step into a tomorrow and let the sun melt the ice that has been biting onto my leg, and evaporate the tears that have been blocking my eyes to see that beautiful tomorrow and reach the peak of the sky.

Friends are just like weak leaves that fall off along with the autumn, and grow back when another spring comes.

In personal means, my love walks like a turtle in your tiny world, searching for the conclusion.

If only there was the easiest way to tell you "I love you", sadly there is no easy way.

The winter sadness hit my ground and froze my ability to move, then spring came and melted the ice that stopped my movement.

Oh great sun! Come evaporate the tears off my eyes.

I can forget the words you've said, but I cannot forget the things you've done.

I want to be a right man for a girl, but which girl can actually see me as a right man?

yay

2010-01-21T01:25:00.001-08:00

Truth is the language those who fear can never understand.
~Kang

oh well...

2009-09-29T16:36:00.000-07:00

True love is wisdom that does not retaliate how ever evil one can be, but forgives.

Receive in a way of reciprocating, with faith you will be given in return.

The life beneath the life of yours that does not speak, speaks not to you, silenced amongst others, yet only you noticed it, Juliet, you've learned my language.

You gave life from beneath the life of me, love that no one sees, thank you, Juliet.

Now, it is your decision to choose to love me, Juliet. But I do not regret.

If our goals for tomorrow wander off too, where is the courage to face our tomorrow?

Courage for life and death, accepting the things we cannot change, and making the brave decisions to change the things we can.

You, Juliet, are better than anyone to understand me. Your understanding is incomparable than anyone else can know.

In order to keep my incomparable understanding pure, I've decided to care for you.

Juliet, do not forget, we were in love, we are in love, we will always be in love.

If you love me, I love you more. You put a debt in my heart that I cannot pay, you leave a feeling that only the depth and the breadth and the height of my soul can reach.(inspired from Elizabeth Barrett Browning's Sonnet)

NewT

2009-08-25T08:28:00.000-07:00

"The past is a disposal of whatever that is old, the present is a creation of what is bound to happen, the future is a storage of our dreams."

Today..

2009-08-24T08:43:00.000-07:00

"Colours of a rainbow are indeed dazzled in the eyes of judgements, but scorching flames of a sun are indeed blazed into the hearts of perceptions."

"Sincere, devoted, kind run in his demeanor, he, whose demeanor reflects all three will shine the darkness that conquers others' life."

"Intuitive, compassionate, kind, devoted, reflected are them in her demeanor."

"I may not be a statistician, but for sure I know that the statistics of me trying to prove my love is beyond count."

"Even if I may be a physician, I am never able to measure the strength of my love for you."

"No, no! How powerful as a dictator I am doesn't make me stronger than being able to love you. My love is always stronger."

"The days that are without you, are lonely and saddening."

"If you have just thought of stopping my love for you, your efforts are futile."

"Don't get excited, my praise doesn't mean anything."

"If I ever am able to measure love, I am not made for loving others."

"If you are able to measure my love for you, I have not loved you enough."

"I am a mathematician, and my best equation is, one plus one makes us."
"I am a mathematician, and my best equation is, me and you makes one."

"There is a difference between like and love? In a strange way I like you -- I love you."

"It does not make me better as a person without loving you."

"If I do not love you, I am not a good person. If you do not love me, I am the bad person."

"No matter how much stronger I am, my love is always stronger."

"The sun shines fairer in your proximity."

"Other than next to you, is dark."

"I want to be next to you, elsewhere is too dark for me."

"Do you want to know how far my love can reach? Let me tell you, it is as far as infinity."

"If you want to know the length of my love, you need to first know the length of an abyss."

"Down in the days I was trapped in that vast, deep and dark pit made of loneliness, lifeless and gloomy. A little voice whispered into my heart, and a pair of hands that were too dark to be seen held tightly onto mine. O' even in divine words I cannot explain the calmness that had been given to me by that voice, and the too warm feeling is beyond words to be told. It was you, you and only you are enough."

"I am strong to anything but you."

"Your proximity is too warm to be left behind."

"If you lack my love, I am too cruel."

"I feel that I am cruel when I do not love you."

"I would rather die, than hating you."

"In mathematics, me plus you makes two, but after subtracting our difference, it makes us one."

"In love with you -- the inadequacy is your person alone, the sufficiency is your heart and your soul."

New Stuffs

2009-08-23T19:30:00.000-07:00

"In my life, everything is countable, other than my love for you."

"Whenever I do the happy things, the fun things, the sad things, the foolish things that I've done with you, they ultimately go back to three words, "I miss you". Look at what you've done after leaving me behind!"

"In everything I do for you, I only attach immeasurable love."

"Where do I have to go to, to be able to find you again? If there is no where I can go, I would rather stay lost amidst loneliness."

"Where in the hours have you been? I miss you as the seconds count by!"

"Do you know how easily you get lost in my mind? Cuz' you never seem to get out of it!"

" "You are the star shining in my heart" -- if I get lost in the dark, maybe your star will lead me back to you."

"Your face is there,
Every morning,
Every night,
Every evening,
Everyday."

""Every morning is a new beginning!" -- not for me, for your face appears in my mind every moment, even when I wake up."

"Why is it so hard to count the number of times I think of you!"

=]

2009-08-22T06:55:00.000-07:00

"Whenever I do the happy things, the fun things, the sad things, the foolish things that I've done with you, they ultimately go back to three words, "I miss you". Look at what you've done after leaving me behind!"

"A prose like that is not worthy of my pen! A life like that is not worthy of my concerns!"

"I am not made for war, for bloodbath and for massacre."

"If I am not bloodthirsty, I wouldn't be helping you."

Updates

2009-08-21T07:51:00.000-07:00

Here are some new stuffs I wrote, lazy to do something about this, I'll just copy and paste, I'll update when I'm free =p sorry for the long pause,
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"It doesn't matter if you're wrong, cuz I'll always forgive you."

"Why is it that when I am sad, I think of you, whenever I feel that I need somebody next to me, I think of you, whenever I am left broken in heart, I think of you, when I feel thankful to fate, I think of you, whenever I feel my happiness is shared, I... think of you, why is it that it is only you that I think of whenever I feel something?"

"Hold my hands for your brilliance is in me, and when you clutch tightly to me, you will feel your imperfections enjoyed and your faults forgiven. Shall the light of my forgiveness hit into the surface of your world and brighten your life."

"O' speaks the fist that grasps the surface of this earth, that which clings everything to it, give powers O' strength of this fist, as much powerful you are into the grasps of my hands, for this pair of hands will bind an inseparable bond with another that belongs to it."

"Powerless I am toward the things beyond my control -- I can only look at the stars, sorrowful is my heart, grieve over frowns that will paste my face with powerlessness."

"Says a longing heart that thirsts for care: "If you shall speak with the weary world, your will has been devoured by a hungry chasm hunting for preys." "

"Believe me, little one, believe me, you won't want to lose me."

"Dear, too isolated is the stillness in my heart."

"My life is but a vacant, a waste-dump area of unnecessary knowledge -- without my heart, it can do nothing, and is worth nothing. But you filled it with love, that I can do something for you."

"Listen to me, fool, you call yourself a fool when you think you deserve to be as low as what you call it! I call you a fool, because I believe you deserve to get up out of being insulted!"

"Maybe, maybe not. We make decisions. He loves me, he loves me not. We doubt our decisions. He hates me now, he doesn't love me. We are deceived by the illusion of our judgement, we hate our decision. He does love me, he will love me forever. We made the right decision!"

"Don't thank me for helping you, thank God that I am still here to help you."

"Frown, frown, frown, that little wrinkle, you will put on your forehead."

"Leak those drips till they go away from your heart, for a clogged drain will only trouble more, so will a clogged heart do the same."

"Infinity -- we cannot end, predict, measure. My love for you -- you cannot end, predict, measure."

"Seduce me, will~! Ignite me, strength~!"

"He, who is judgemental, finds provocation. He, who is belief, finds innocence. He, who is compassionate, finds righteousness."

"Out of the millions of madness,
The only thing left to love,
Is the kindness,
That you have left for me to move."

"Questioner: "What happened to you?"
Answerer: "Nothing that I can explain with words..."

"Young one, you, who seek, believe beyond the limits you can reach... Go ahead! Create a new world... I don't want to be selfish to condemn you from letting me see a wholly amazing new picture of the world!"

"If you are regretful of losing me, don't be."

"The world, as I can see, a beautiful view, that is you!"

"If I want to have a look at the beautiful view of the world, I will look at you."

"Needless are the calming green mountains, clasping tide of the deep blue seas, glittering dim of the early sunset, glowing dawn of the late sundown, for I have you, you and only you make me notice that the world is beautiful."

"The glimmering beauty of a sundown is sparkled by yours."

"The grieving heart looks upon into the nostalgic abyssal clouds."

死老巫婆 -- Apple

2009-07-08T04:51:00.000-07:00

Jeez, I want a bite :< stupid stubborn girl enjoying herself T___T 喂，傻瓜！给我吃一点呀！！乛——乛恨你丫--丫
I feel like saying this to her, but oh well, guess she'll never see me saying this.
心里话：
Apple 呀!Apple!你这个死老巫婆！你知道我想念跟你谈话的时候吗？你现在忙了，我自己很孤单>_>麻烦的老巫婆，虽然每次都是很固执的面对我，一直骂我小弟弟，一直骂我笨蛋，可是我还是忍下去T_T,以前是很讨厌的，现在怎么觉得身边好像空了一些东西。。。因该是你骂我的讯息吧。。。你最近还好吗？是否过了一个好的生活呀？看你那么享受，我看我自己又很孤单，承受不了。。。T___T假如小弟弟，或许大笨蛋，或是大傻瓜，死了的话，你会记得我吗？你会为我伤心吗？我知道我比你小，什么都看起来像是做不到，可是如果是爱，现在就像是倒翻了的桃子，爱的形状，即使是倒翻了，我一定会去利用权利来把它翻回来!就看着来吧！就算我是小笨蛋，我也一定可以做得到的！老巫婆！你给我看着来！总有一天，我一定会试我的权利的！

A game that I made

2009-06-24T08:53:00.001-07:00

Try solving? It's not complete, but can be tried! :D Good luck! Tip: roots