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Sometimes it's just the love we fly, that we would not the misery buy.
Sometimes the sadness shine in bare, that I cannot with this sadness bear.
Sometimes memories scatter beautiful in the air, leaving blissful nostalgia of no compare.


“So do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded. You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised.” (Hebrews 10:35-36)


“所 以 ， 你 们 不 可 丢 弃 勇 敢 的 心 ； 存 这 样 的 心 必 得 大 赏 赐 。 你 们 必 须 忍 耐 ， 使 你 们 行 完 了 神 的 旨 意 ， 就 可 以 得 着 所 应 许 的 。” (Hebrews 10:35-36)

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It rains under the dark blanketing sky, the cold air, the tears of the sky that wholly blanketed, sleeps on the pavement side, on the worn out streets, under the flickering dim streetlights. Water puddles on the cracked roads' midst, somnolence and sleep littered in the distance, over every eyelid on their beds.

“Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen.” (Ephesians 4:29)
“污 秽 的 言 语 一 句 不 可 出 口 ， 只 要 随 事 说 造 就 人 的 好 话 ， 叫 听 见 的 人 得 益 处 。” (Ephesians 4:29)

“And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him.” (1 John 4:16)
“神 爱 我 们 的 心 ， 我 们 也 知 道 也 信 。 神 就 是 爱 ； 住 在 爱 里 面 的 ， 就 是 住 在 神 里 面 ， 神 也 住 在 他 里 面 。” (1 John 4:16)

Severity?严重性？

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“Even to your old age and gray hairs I am he, I am he who will sustain you. I have made you and I will carry you; I will sustain you and I will rescue you.” (Isaiah 46:4)
“直 到 你 们 年 老 ， 我 仍 这 样 ； 直 到 你 们 发 白 ， 我 仍 怀 搋 。 我 已 造 作 ， 也 必 保 抱 ； 我 必 怀 抱 ， 也 必 拯 救 。” (Isaiah 46:4)

Severity? 严重性？
As the title says, firstly I'm not here to post some fancy stuffs for this, rather just recording the moments that I have being sick.
根据题目所说的，首先我不是来这说什么很威风的东西，我的更重要的目的其实是来记录下来我在生病时所感受到的。

This sick was originally gotten by my twin brother, then somehow it attacks me, the doctor diagnosed him and mentioned that it was a viral attack and the doctor gave him an injection on his forearms. He was continually sick for 5 - 7 days (he attended school for the rest of the days except one, and holidays), and I guess it's just my luck for getting it as well. (I got it a few days ago)
这病菌其实是我双胞胎弟弟他先中到的，过后就不知怎么会无端端感染上我，他看了医生过后医生说是病毒攻击，过后医生帮他打了针。他已经病了5-7天（他每天都有上学除了一天还有假期的时候）我认为我中到那个病应该是我的命运吧。。（我是前几天中到的

Now for the Recording:
现在来记录下来：

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(9/9/2010)
Day 1:
第一天：

Morning:
早上：

I feel a very mild fever but it isn't affecting me so much yet, and I'm starting to feel some shivering, I'm pretty clueless of what to do next, but mum gave me some medicines for temporary aid.
我感觉到毛毛的发烧但并没什么干扰到我的行动，但开始有点头晕以及发冷，我真的不知道该怎么做，妈妈给了我药吃来暂时盯着。

Afternoon:
下午：

The medicines taken helped hold the viruses back and I feel only very little of its attack, the medicines are helping me to temporarily block the viruses, I could feel its effect. I still cough occasionally, but not heavy.
那药帮我把病菌暂时挡着了，我只感觉到那攻击得非常小部分，那药物疹的有效，我可以感觉到它的效果。 我还有咳一点，但不是很重。

Night:
晚上:

I begin to feel the shivers and cold very strongly and I had to hide under my blanket and constantly rub my hands, am I gonna die? Even walking was so hard for me, my whole body was truly weak, this is my first time feeling such immobility, I could not even hold something as light as an empty bottle and I couldn't even close my hand into a fist. Then I fell asleep.
我开始感觉到非常非常的冷（发冷）到我需要跑到我的被单下躲着，在被单底下我得一直默察我的手脚，我是否会死？连走路也非常难，我的整身开始变得非常弱了，这是我第一次感受到这么瘫痪的感觉，我连要拿一个很轻的东西，比如说一个空水平都拿不起，连摇把自己的手指关起来都很难。过后我睡了。

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(10/9/2010)
Day 2:
第二天

Morning:
早上：

Such a painful experience this is! My entire body felt out of order that I could collapse anytime. It felt like death! Mild running nose, horribly disturbing headache, the beginning of sore throat! Feels like the end of the world, my entire body was thrown into going through hell, but in all suffering I prayed to and praised and trusted in the Lord. Severe headache came in but mum began giving me medication, I hoped that it would work. This horrible experience -- I wouldn't want to try it again -- it's nothing that I've felt before.
真的是很痛苦的感觉呀！我的整身感觉到像是随时会倒下去这样呀。真的感觉到好像死了这样！稍为的伤风、非常烦扰的头痛、还有喉咙痛的开始！感觉似乎是世界末日这样，我整身被丢下地狱里，但在这些痛苦里我只有求、谢还有相信耶稣的安排。非常不祥的头痛来了，但妈妈给了我药吃，我真的希望那药有效。这个很可恶的经验，我不想在试了，因为它不是我有经验过的东西。

Afternoon：
下午：

The whole medication, again helps block the viruses for a moment, I'm guessing the medication's effect will drop when night falls.
整个吃了的药果然有效，它们果然帮忙我阻挡病菌的打击，我才那个效果会在晚上消失。

Night:
晚上：

As I predicted! The medication's effect dropped and slowly disappeared, similar to the previous night, I was falling truly sick and immobile! Headache wasn't too strong, but shivers nearly killed me, when I was bathing, not even being blown by the wind I could feel the chills in my bones! I then quickly showered(while suffering the cold) and went into my clothes and quickly hid under the blanket. Similar to the previous night, a piece of thick blanket still let the chills bite into my bones.Then I fell asleep.
就像我所猜的！那药的效果果然渐渐消失，就像前一晚，我真的病倒了！头痛没太强，但我真的发冷发到要死，特别是在我要冲凉的时候！我没被风吹我都感觉到那冷在咬着我的骨头！我就快快的把凉冲好过后赶快穿好衣服，过后快快躲下被单里。就像前一晚，一个厚厚的被单不够，我还得插手呢，过后我就睡着了。

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(11/9/2010)
Day 3:
第三天：

Morning:
早上：

Headache wasn't too strong, but fever was heavy. Still heavy shivers, had to go under the blanket to hide until medicines came in. And the worst part, cough and sore throat began their massacre of my body's immunity. When I coughed, my chest flew up along with the cough whilst lying down on my bed. It's truly terrible, even my throat felt like it got severely scratched, as though it were wounded. And now, I took medicines, I feel slightly better. I'm coughing badly as I write this. I'm guessing the medicine's effect would last during the afternoon and die at night.
头没有那么痛，但我发烧道很严重。我还发冷发到很强，我得下被单底下来躲着直到药品的到来。最惨的部分就是，咳嗽和喉咙痛开始在杀死我的身体的抵抗力。当我咳嗽时，我的胸部会飞上来虽然我在躺在床上。真的是很惨，连我的喉咙都感觉到好像被抓伤这样，好像留学这样。我现在吃了药品，我感觉到稍微好了，我现在在打着这个文章我都在咳到很厉害。我的猜测是药品会在下午发效，但在晚上消失。

Afternoon:
下午:

It was hot but my body was externally cold. I can't describe this super painful sore throat plaguing my day. This moment I am just asking Christ, "I do not understand, but thank You, I do not understand, but I trust You", the medicines really worked, but I got diarrhea earlier and in the morning I had a great loss of appetite before the medication, I'm pretty sure the medicines' effect is going to die out at the end of the day, but I hope it wouldn't be like before -- truly insufferable.
今天很热但我身体很冷。我真的不能解释这个特别痛的喉咙对我的整天的干扰，太辛苦了。在这时候我只有在跟耶稣说：“我不明白，但我感谢你，我不明白，但我相信你。”哪些药物真的发效了，但我刚才中了肚子痛。在早上的时候，我还吃不下食物咧，我相信药品的效果会在晚上消失，希望不会像之前一样那么的惨咯。。也就是太过辛苦啊

Night:
晚上:

As expected, cold came in, flu rose high, occasional coughs and loss of appetite, I wonder when is this going to end? Though, the good news is that I went to exercise, at first I felt truly exhausted, but later on it became different, after walking 4 rounds I felt energized as I talked to my brother (who was walking with me). I didn't feel so tired, is it that when your mind is active even if your body is weak it can resist pain? In the end before bed I showered, but not too close to yesterday's case, I didn't get too cold or whatsoever, I felt all the strength rising in my body, for some very odd reason, but I had difficulties falling asleep due to heavy mucus inside my nose. Eventually I just fell asleep.
就像我所猜到的，我开始发冷，伤风到很严重过后还有一点咳嗽和失去胃口吃东西，我当时在想“这到底几时彩绘完毕？但好消息是我去运动时，虽然一开始我觉得非常的累但我之后整个情况变了，我跟弟弟走了4圈过后我们在继续走一面说话，过后我不知为何我不觉得累咧，这是否是如果你脑清醒即使你身体多弱你还是可以忍受痛苦？到最后在还没睡前我去冲了凉但今天不像昨天，感觉上没那么冷我还觉得满有理气得也，不知什么原因会这样，但我睡觉的时候有点问题因为我鼻子诸塞。到最后我只有睡着了。

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(12/9/2010)
Day 4：
第四天：

Morning:
早上：

My sickness did not really go down, in fact has become worse, sore throat began attacking me, and my coughed-mucus was yellow, as compared to before, was white. The serious thing that goes on here is that, I still felt the shivers, had higher fever, mum had to give me suppository to calm the fever, Panadol pills were tested for the past 3 days but they didn't work so well, so I had to go for some stronger medication. I guess the sickness is beginning to bite my lungs, it's so awful, now I had quite a number of pills (I don't know what they are, or are for), I'm guessing the effect would be similar to the previous days. I don't understand, but I trust You O' Lord Jesus Christ.
我的病情并没有好转，反而变得更惨，喉咙痛开始攻击我倒非常厉害，直到我的炎是黄色的，比起之前是白色的。现在更严重的是我还发冷，还发高烧，我妈妈得给我塞剂来帮我减轻发烧因为我在前三天吃了一大堆Panadol但不成，我就得找一个更强的药。那病都开始咬我的肺了，真的很痛苦，我现在吃了很多药品（我不知道它们是什么或许用处是什么）但我认为应该会像前几天吧。我不明白，但我相信你主耶稣。

Afternoon:
下午：

Severe, just more severe, I had to take extra supplements, seems the fever did not calm and all else went even terrible, sneezing and coughs unstoppable, my nose kept dripping I couldn't control the overflow, it kept dripping for hours and hours, I took 2 Panadol Pills just to calm the fever, seems the fever shot high and hit onto me, I felt drowsy and utterly somnolent, but I tried to stay clear, the fight between those two extremes was truly difficult, one time too sleepy, the other too energetic. I'm guessing it will get worse by night.
严重，就更严重，，我得吃更多药品，看来那发烧并没本安稳下来反而变得更惨，我咳嗽和流鼻涕流个不停，我控制不了那个漏，一直连续几个小时漏了漏，我还吃了两粒Panadol来稳定下来那烧，但看起来那烧变高了过后我还觉得非常想睡，但我尽了全力来保持清醒，这两个东西的战争非常的困难，一时太想睡，另一时太有力，我觉得这个会在晚上的时候变惨

Night:
晚上：

Had some coughs and shivers, that closely had me. But not too long later I was fine. Just suffered mild cough and running nose. Good night.
还有一点点的发抖还有咳嗽，那大概就是了。不久过后我稍微好了。过后我就只有受到一点咳嗽和伤风，哈哈晚安。

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(13/9/2010)
Day 5:
第五天：

Morning：
早上：

I'm feeling pretty well now, very very very mild fever, coughing and sore throat still heavy, but annoying shivers disappeared, took supplements, I'm assuming that it'll be gone in 2 - 3 days.
我觉得非常的好了，发烧也只有很很很微罢了。咳嗽和喉咙痛还沿纵，但发冷走了！我吃了药品，我现在猜病会在2 - 3天里消失。

Afternoon:
下午：

Similar to the few days before, medicines work, feeling fine, just minor coughs, a little bit of flu, that's about it, no headaches, no shivers.
就像前几天的下午，药品发效了，感觉起来还好，只有一点点咳嗽，有稍微的伤风，但就只有那些罢了，没头痛，没发冷。

Night:
晚上：

I'm fine, I have minor coughs and flu but my sore throat hasn't gone down much, that's about it, hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.
我还好啦只有一点咳嗽和伤风，喉咙痛还严重呢，但没什么了，希望明天会好点吧。

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(14/9/2010)
Day 6:
第六天：

Morning:
早上：

As unexpected! My flu did not recover, so didn't anything else, fever came in to be more severe! I'm wondering when will this actually end, mum went out and now I'm not too sure which medicines to take, sigh I wonder when's this ordeal going to be gone. It's such a painstaking process to be this sick, guess I'll be immobile for quite some while, I'm even shivering now.
就像我没猜到的，我的伤风没好，别的病也没有，发烧又更严重了！我现在在想这到底及时才会完毕，妈妈出去了我都不知道该吃什么药品呀。。我真的不知道这痛苦几时才会消失。要变得这么病是很痛苦的呀，我的身体可能会好一阵子难动:/我现在都在发抖了。

Afternoon:

“Then Jesus came to them and said, "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.” (Matthew 28:18-20)


“耶 稣 进 前 来 ， 对 他 们 说 ： 天 上 地 下 所 有 的 权 柄 都 赐 给 我 了 。 所 以 ， 你 们 要 去 ， 使 万 民 作 我 的 门 徒 ， 奉 父 、 子 、 圣 灵 的 名 给 他 们 施 洗 （ 或 作 ： 给 他 们 施 洗 ， 归 於 父 、 子 、 圣 灵 的 名 ） 。 凡 我 所 吩 咐 你 们 的 ， 都 教 训 他 们 遵 守 ， 我 就 常 与 你 们 同 在 ， 直 到 世 界 的 末 了 。” (Matthew 28:18-20)

“Then Jesus came to them and said, "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.” (Matthew 28:18-20)


“耶 稣 进 前 来 ， 对 他 们 说 ： 天 上 地 下 所 有 的 权 柄 都 赐 给 我 了 。 所 以 ， 你 们 要 去 ， 使 万 民 作 我 的 门 徒 ， 奉 父 、 子 、 圣 灵 的 名 给 他 们 施 洗 （ 或 作 ： 给 他 们 施 洗 ， 归 於 父 、 子 、 圣 灵 的 名 ） 。 凡 我 所 吩 咐 你 们 的 ， 都 教 训 他 们 遵 守 ， 我 就 常 与 你 们 同 在 ， 直 到 世 界 的 末 了 。” (Matthew 28:18-20)