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"Her thoughts are deep, And her ways are kind,
Her acts are mature, And her maturity will bind.
And indeed does it blessing bring,
For indeed need not a sound ring,
Be her kind ways forever still,
And to love her ways I always will."
-Poem by me, to (someone) :D

ah just a surge of thought

He who seeks but falls off His place,
Forgets the faith and point of praise.

haha I wrote that

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'Tis such grief
Of void relief!
For,
The pain of emptiness,
Few can see,
The bringer of happiness,
Few can be.
~Ken (me)

“Fear of man will prove to be a snare, but whoever trusts in the LORD is kept safe.” (Proverbs 29:25)"

He is the good shepherd,
Who laid his life down for me,
Love was the dawn that I have last heard,
And death I shall with him be.
~Ken (me)

"When I chose not to be, I became what I was chosen to be." ~Ken (me)

"If they reject you, accept them, if they hate you, love them, if they curse you, pray for them and bless them, if they injure you, help them, if they kill you, plead for them. All glory be to the Lord, Amen." ~Ken (me)

"If they reject you, love them, if they hate you, love them, if they curse you, love them, if they injure you, love them, if they kill you, still, love them. For Christ did not forget to love me, although I have once rejected, hated, cursed, injured, and even killed Him." ~Ken (me)

Let not my will be done, but Yours.

Lord, make me an instrument of your peace;
where there is hatred, let me sow love;
when there is injury, pardon;
where there is doubt, faith;
where there is despair, hope;
where there is darkness, light;
and where there is sadness, joy.
Grant that I may not so much seek
to be consoled as to console;
to be understood, as to understand,
to be loved as to love;
for it is in giving that we receive,
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned,
and it is in dying [to ourselves] that we are born to eternal life.

~Francis of Assisi

o.O

Sometimes it's just the love we fly, that we would not the misery buy.
Sometimes the sadness shine in bare, that I cannot with this sadness bear.
Sometimes memories scatter beautiful in the air, leaving blissful nostalgia of no compare.


“So do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded. You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised.” (Hebrews 10:35-36)


“所 以 ， 你 们 不 可 丢 弃 勇 敢 的 心 ； 存 这 样 的 心 必 得 大 赏 赐 。 你 们 必 须 忍 耐 ， 使 你 们 行 完 了 神 的 旨 意 ， 就 可 以 得 着 所 应 许 的 。” (Hebrews 10:35-36)

um

It rains under the dark blanketing sky, the cold air, the tears of the sky that wholly blanketed, sleeps on the pavement side, on the worn out streets, under the flickering dim streetlights. Water puddles on the cracked roads' midst, somnolence and sleep littered in the distance, over every eyelid on their beds.

“Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen.” (Ephesians 4:29)
“污 秽 的 言 语 一 句 不 可 出 口 ， 只 要 随 事 说 造 就 人 的 好 话 ， 叫 听 见 的 人 得 益 处 。” (Ephesians 4:29)

“And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him.” (1 John 4:16)
“神 爱 我 们 的 心 ， 我 们 也 知 道 也 信 。 神 就 是 爱 ； 住 在 爱 里 面 的 ， 就 是 住 在 神 里 面 ， 神 也 住 在 他 里 面 。” (1 John 4:16)

Severity?严重性？

from: http://www.inmagine.com/zz024/zz024004-photo

“Even to your old age and gray hairs I am he, I am he who will sustain you. I have made you and I will carry you; I will sustain you and I will rescue you.” (Isaiah 46:4)
“直 到 你 们 年 老 ， 我 仍 这 样 ； 直 到 你 们 发 白 ， 我 仍 怀 搋 。 我 已 造 作 ， 也 必 保 抱 ； 我 必 怀 抱 ， 也 必 拯 救 。” (Isaiah 46:4)

Severity? 严重性？
As the title says, firstly I'm not here to post some fancy stuffs for this, rather just recording the moments that I have being sick.
根据题目所说的，首先我不是来这说什么很威风的东西，我的更重要的目的其实是来记录下来我在生病时所感受到的。

This sick was originally gotten by my twin brother, then somehow it attacks me, the doctor diagnosed him and mentioned that it was a viral attack and the doctor gave him an injection on his forearms. He was continually sick for 5 - 7 days (he attended school for the rest of the days except one, and holidays), and I guess it's just my luck for getting it as well. (I got it a few days ago)
这病菌其实是我双胞胎弟弟他先中到的，过后就不知怎么会无端端感染上我，他看了医生过后医生说是病毒攻击，过后医生帮他打了针。他已经病了5-7天（他每天都有上学除了一天还有假期的时候）我认为我中到那个病应该是我的命运吧。。（我是前几天中到的

Now for the Recording:
现在来记录下来：

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(9/9/2010)
Day 1:
第一天：

Morning:
早上：

I feel a very mild fever but it isn't affecting me so much yet, and I'm starting to feel some shivering, I'm pretty clueless of what to do next, but mum gave me some medicines for temporary aid.
我感觉到毛毛的发烧但并没什么干扰到我的行动，但开始有点头晕以及发冷，我真的不知道该怎么做，妈妈给了我药吃来暂时盯着。

Afternoon:
下午：

The medicines taken helped hold the viruses back and I feel only very little of its attack, the medicines are helping me to temporarily block the viruses, I could feel its effect. I still cough occasionally, but not heavy.
那药帮我把病菌暂时挡着了，我只感觉到那攻击得非常小部分，那药物疹的有效，我可以感觉到它的效果。 我还有咳一点，但不是很重。

Night:
晚上:

I begin to feel the shivers and cold very strongly and I had to hide under my blanket and constantly rub my hands, am I gonna die? Even walking was so hard for me, my whole body was truly weak, this is my first time feeling such immobility, I could not even hold something as light as an empty bottle and I couldn't even close my hand into a fist. Then I fell asleep.
我开始感觉到非常非常的冷（发冷）到我需要跑到我的被单下躲着，在被单底下我得一直默察我的手脚，我是否会死？连走路也非常难，我的整身开始变得非常弱了，这是我第一次感受到这么瘫痪的感觉，我连要拿一个很轻的东西，比如说一个空水平都拿不起，连摇把自己的手指关起来都很难。过后我睡了。

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(10/9/2010)
Day 2:
第二天

Morning:
早上：

Such a painful experience this is! My entire body felt out of order that I could collapse anytime. It felt like death! Mild running nose, horribly disturbing headache, the beginning of sore throat! Feels like the end of the world, my entire body was thrown into going through hell, but in all suffering I prayed to and praised and trusted in the Lord. Severe headache came in but mum began giving me medication, I hoped that it would work. This horrible experience -- I wouldn't want to try it again -- it's nothing that I've felt before.
真的是很痛苦的感觉呀！我的整身感觉到像是随时会倒下去这样呀。真的感觉到好像死了这样！稍为的伤风、非常烦扰的头痛、还有喉咙痛的开始！感觉似乎是世界末日这样，我整身被丢下地狱里，但在这些痛苦里我只有求、谢还有相信耶稣的安排。非常不祥的头痛来了，但妈妈给了我药吃，我真的希望那药有效。这个很可恶的经验，我不想在试了，因为它不是我有经验过的东西。

Afternoon：
下午：

The whole medication, again helps block the viruses for a moment, I'm guessing the medication's effect will drop when night falls.
整个吃了的药果然有效，它们果然帮忙我阻挡病菌的打击，我才那个效果会在晚上消失。

Night:
晚上：

As I predicted! The medication's effect dropped and slowly disappeared, similar to the previous night, I was falling truly sick and immobile! Headache wasn't too strong, but shivers nearly killed me, when I was bathing, not even being blown by the wind I could feel the chills in my bones! I then quickly showered(while suffering the cold) and went into my clothes and quickly hid under the blanket. Similar to the previous night, a piece of thick blanket still let the chills bite into my bones.Then I fell asleep.
就像我所猜的！那药的效果果然渐渐消失，就像前一晚，我真的病倒了！头痛没太强，但我真的发冷发到要死，特别是在我要冲凉的时候！我没被风吹我都感觉到那冷在咬着我的骨头！我就快快的把凉冲好过后赶快穿好衣服，过后快快躲下被单里。就像前一晚，一个厚厚的被单不够，我还得插手呢，过后我就睡着了。

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(11/9/2010)
Day 3:
第三天：

Morning:
早上：

Headache wasn't too strong, but fever was heavy. Still heavy shivers, had to go under the blanket to hide until medicines came in. And the worst part, cough and sore throat began their massacre of my body's immunity. When I coughed, my chest flew up along with the cough whilst lying down on my bed. It's truly terrible, even my throat felt like it got severely scratched, as though it were wounded. And now, I took medicines, I feel slightly better. I'm coughing badly as I write this. I'm guessing the medicine's effect would last during the afternoon and die at night.
头没有那么痛，但我发烧道很严重。我还发冷发到很强，我得下被单底下来躲着直到药品的到来。最惨的部分就是，咳嗽和喉咙痛开始在杀死我的身体的抵抗力。当我咳嗽时，我的胸部会飞上来虽然我在躺在床上。真的是很惨，连我的喉咙都感觉到好像被抓伤这样，好像留学这样。我现在吃了药品，我感觉到稍微好了，我现在在打着这个文章我都在咳到很厉害。我的猜测是药品会在下午发效，但在晚上消失。

Afternoon:
下午:

It was hot but my body was externally cold. I can't describe this super painful sore throat plaguing my day. This moment I am just asking Christ, "I do not understand, but thank You, I do not understand, but I trust You", the medicines really worked, but I got diarrhea earlier and in the morning I had a great loss of appetite before the medication, I'm pretty sure the medicines' effect is going to die out at the end of the day, but I hope it wouldn't be like before -- truly insufferable.
今天很热但我身体很冷。我真的不能解释这个特别痛的喉咙对我的整天的干扰，太辛苦了。在这时候我只有在跟耶稣说：“我不明白，但我感谢你，我不明白，但我相信你。”哪些药物真的发效了，但我刚才中了肚子痛。在早上的时候，我还吃不下食物咧，我相信药品的效果会在晚上消失，希望不会像之前一样那么的惨咯。。也就是太过辛苦啊

Night:
晚上:

As expected, cold came in, flu rose high, occasional coughs and loss of appetite, I wonder when is this going to end? Though, the good news is that I went to exercise, at first I felt truly exhausted, but later on it became different, after walking 4 rounds I felt energized as I talked to my brother (who was walking with me). I didn't feel so tired, is it that when your mind is active even if your body is weak it can resist pain? In the end before bed I showered, but not too close to yesterday's case, I didn't get too cold or whatsoever, I felt all the strength rising in my body, for some very odd reason, but I had difficulties falling asleep due to heavy mucus inside my nose. Eventually I just fell asleep.
就像我所猜到的，我开始发冷，伤风到很严重过后还有一点咳嗽和失去胃口吃东西，我当时在想“这到底几时彩绘完毕？但好消息是我去运动时，虽然一开始我觉得非常的累但我之后整个情况变了，我跟弟弟走了4圈过后我们在继续走一面说话，过后我不知为何我不觉得累咧，这是否是如果你脑清醒即使你身体多弱你还是可以忍受痛苦？到最后在还没睡前我去冲了凉但今天不像昨天，感觉上没那么冷我还觉得满有理气得也，不知什么原因会这样，但我睡觉的时候有点问题因为我鼻子诸塞。到最后我只有睡着了。

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(12/9/2010)
Day 4：
第四天：

Morning:
早上：

My sickness did not really go down, in fact has become worse, sore throat began attacking me, and my coughed-mucus was yellow, as compared to before, was white. The serious thing that goes on here is that, I still felt the shivers, had higher fever, mum had to give me suppository to calm the fever, Panadol pills were tested for the past 3 days but they didn't work so well, so I had to go for some stronger medication. I guess the sickness is beginning to bite my lungs, it's so awful, now I had quite a number of pills (I don't know what they are, or are for), I'm guessing the effect would be similar to the previous days. I don't understand, but I trust You O' Lord Jesus Christ.
我的病情并没有好转，反而变得更惨，喉咙痛开始攻击我倒非常厉害，直到我的炎是黄色的，比起之前是白色的。现在更严重的是我还发冷，还发高烧，我妈妈得给我塞剂来帮我减轻发烧因为我在前三天吃了一大堆Panadol但不成，我就得找一个更强的药。那病都开始咬我的肺了，真的很痛苦，我现在吃了很多药品（我不知道它们是什么或许用处是什么）但我认为应该会像前几天吧。我不明白，但我相信你主耶稣。

Afternoon:
下午：

Severe, just more severe, I had to take extra supplements, seems the fever did not calm and all else went even terrible, sneezing and coughs unstoppable, my nose kept dripping I couldn't control the overflow, it kept dripping for hours and hours, I took 2 Panadol Pills just to calm the fever, seems the fever shot high and hit onto me, I felt drowsy and utterly somnolent, but I tried to stay clear, the fight between those two extremes was truly difficult, one time too sleepy, the other too energetic. I'm guessing it will get worse by night.
严重，就更严重，，我得吃更多药品，看来那发烧并没本安稳下来反而变得更惨，我咳嗽和流鼻涕流个不停，我控制不了那个漏，一直连续几个小时漏了漏，我还吃了两粒Panadol来稳定下来那烧，但看起来那烧变高了过后我还觉得非常想睡，但我尽了全力来保持清醒，这两个东西的战争非常的困难，一时太想睡，另一时太有力，我觉得这个会在晚上的时候变惨

Night:
晚上：

Had some coughs and shivers, that closely had me. But not too long later I was fine. Just suffered mild cough and running nose. Good night.
还有一点点的发抖还有咳嗽，那大概就是了。不久过后我稍微好了。过后我就只有受到一点咳嗽和伤风，哈哈晚安。

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(13/9/2010)
Day 5:
第五天：

Morning：
早上：

I'm feeling pretty well now, very very very mild fever, coughing and sore throat still heavy, but annoying shivers disappeared, took supplements, I'm assuming that it'll be gone in 2 - 3 days.
我觉得非常的好了，发烧也只有很很很微罢了。咳嗽和喉咙痛还沿纵，但发冷走了！我吃了药品，我现在猜病会在2 - 3天里消失。

Afternoon:
下午：

Similar to the few days before, medicines work, feeling fine, just minor coughs, a little bit of flu, that's about it, no headaches, no shivers.
就像前几天的下午，药品发效了，感觉起来还好，只有一点点咳嗽，有稍微的伤风，但就只有那些罢了，没头痛，没发冷。

Night:
晚上：

I'm fine, I have minor coughs and flu but my sore throat hasn't gone down much, that's about it, hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.
我还好啦只有一点咳嗽和伤风，喉咙痛还严重呢，但没什么了，希望明天会好点吧。

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(14/9/2010)
Day 6:
第六天：

Morning:
早上：

As unexpected! My flu did not recover, so didn't anything else, fever came in to be more severe! I'm wondering when will this actually end, mum went out and now I'm not too sure which medicines to take, sigh I wonder when's this ordeal going to be gone. It's such a painstaking process to be this sick, guess I'll be immobile for quite some while, I'm even shivering now.
就像我没猜到的，我的伤风没好，别的病也没有，发烧又更严重了！我现在在想这到底及时才会完毕，妈妈出去了我都不知道该吃什么药品呀。。我真的不知道这痛苦几时才会消失。要变得这么病是很痛苦的呀，我的身体可能会好一阵子难动:/我现在都在发抖了。

Afternoon:

“Then Jesus came to them and said, "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.” (Matthew 28:18-20)


“耶 稣 进 前 来 ， 对 他 们 说 ： 天 上 地 下 所 有 的 权 柄 都 赐 给 我 了 。 所 以 ， 你 们 要 去 ， 使 万 民 作 我 的 门 徒 ， 奉 父 、 子 、 圣 灵 的 名 给 他 们 施 洗 （ 或 作 ： 给 他 们 施 洗 ， 归 於 父 、 子 、 圣 灵 的 名 ） 。 凡 我 所 吩 咐 你 们 的 ， 都 教 训 他 们 遵 守 ， 我 就 常 与 你 们 同 在 ， 直 到 世 界 的 末 了 。” (Matthew 28:18-20)

“Then Jesus came to them and said, "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.” (Matthew 28:18-20)


“耶 稣 进 前 来 ， 对 他 们 说 ： 天 上 地 下 所 有 的 权 柄 都 赐 给 我 了 。 所 以 ， 你 们 要 去 ， 使 万 民 作 我 的 门 徒 ， 奉 父 、 子 、 圣 灵 的 名 给 他 们 施 洗 （ 或 作 ： 给 他 们 施 洗 ， 归 於 父 、 子 、 圣 灵 的 名 ） 。 凡 我 所 吩 咐 你 们 的 ， 都 教 训 他 们 遵 守 ， 我 就 常 与 你 们 同 在 ， 直 到 世 界 的 末 了 。” (Matthew 28:18-20)

o.O guys are dying out and girls are increasing?

It's easier to love an enemy and make them turn away from hurting you, than to maintain a friend from leaving you behind.

“He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things?” (Romans 8:32)

o.o

“Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says.” (James 1:22)

man?

To every man to day,
There is favour,
Of his own servant.

And every next day,
Is a lonely neighbour,
Of a new rant.

'til the next stop be death.

--

'til the sky drops clouds, the few are we trust.
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Learn, you have, understood, you had not.
--
O' poetic lines,
Your rhymes, entice had not,
Though touch do melodic binds,
For mouth says sole the inviting plot.
--
Though songs do the sweetness sing,
Them do not work the comfort bring.
--
If I can clear throats for utter,
I will not emotions suffer.

o_o

Two souls, two hearts, one master, me and my lover, and our master is Christ, and with that our love will proceed into eternity.
For Jesus had said "I am the resurrection and the life;
he who believes in Me shall live even if he dies, and everyone who lives and
believes in Me shall never die. Do you believe this?" (John ...11:25-26)
So we believe in Christ, and our love shall NEVER die.


It's not what I don't feel, it's what I don't show.


Moments like this,
Of silence
and peace,
We go with patience,
So we go with ease.

Accident

Just got into an accident today, it was HORRIBLE, you wouldn't wanna try it, really the shock you get for the first time getting into an accident is horrible

hmmm

“I am not ashamed of the gospel, because it is the power of God for the salvation of everyone who believes: first for the Jew, then for the Gentile.” (Romans 1:16)

It doesn't matter when do I die, as long as I'm ready.

hmm

I can but in incoherence articulate crisp repeat.
-me

:D

“As for God, his way is perfect; the word of the LORD is flawless. He is a shield for all who take refuge in him.” (Psalm 18:30)

lov for you

Love you deserve no less,
Love I will give,
Not to your desires like a mess,
Nor the happiness that will not forever live.

Problem -> Solution!

to solve
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it takes
http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=AhQh_knays2lNmukLaHSJlYjzKIX;_ylv=3?qid=20060925091609AAgRyMU

"Macro's can be a problem sometimes and can be used to unleash virus like behaviour on your system.

This can be fixed by going to the Tools menu and selection Options. Click on the Security tab, then click on the Macro Security button. You have a few choices of security levels but I recommend that you choose Medium.

OR

Sometimes you may not have VBA (Visual Basic for Applications) installed. So get your installation CD handy and follow these instructions (from Microsoft help):

- Run the Office Setup program again.
- On the Features to install screen in the Setup program, click the plus sign (+) next to Office Shared Features.
- Select Visual Basic for Applications, click the arrow next to your selection, and then click Run from My Computer."

An example visualized.
Step by step following each image.

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I'm truly very unbearably apologetically sorry, I have but poetic or no ways to squeeze my illiterate sadness out. Forgive me.

O' coarsened ground complete, what predicament have you for me that will me deplete?

I have truly problems which mouth conveys nil, O' burden in my heart weigh, lord do please my burdens share.

random

The works that are done goes delicate on your hands, and the diligence in work brightened by your heart, falls never apart.

“The LORD will fulfill his purpose for me; your love, O LORD, endures forever— do not abandon the works of your hands.” (Psalm 138:8)

heh

"I love you, so much no philosophy can defy,
And this love is heaven's approval,
As said, though the world can die,
That this love is timeless, and has no removal."

O_o

A sweet guy provides what a girl wants, a right guy provides what a girl needs.

o.o

A true good doer does not know how much good he has done and will do, he only knows that he has done not enough and has to do more.

“Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her to make her holy, cleansing her by the washing with water through the word,” (Ephesians 5:25-26)

Do not worry, my heart is never too full for you.

Do not worry, my heart has an unlimited amount of space for you.

o.o

Honest to be, honest to be,
I capture your language,
Now reach delightfully,
And it defies that of age.

Then the movements mark.

Honesty in your eyes,
Sweetness in your ears.
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“Fathers, do not exasperate your children; instead, bring them up in the training and instruction of the Lord.” (Ephesians 6:4)

=o

Reason with reason we can a moutain climb,
With that we can a chime hear.
A climb we can a dime gain with time,
And fortune's bell we can listen a very near.

:D

“The father of a righteous man has great joy; he who has a wise son delights in him.” (Proverbs 23:24)

Love on me you costume,
And for that we flew,
And the flowers shall bloom,
And so shall you.


“If you then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!” (Luke 11:13)

XD

I have a long way traversed,
And with nothing reversed,
And I have memories to keep,
To dream of them when I sleep.

lol

“Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.” (Psalm 46:10)

._.

We can't be proud for what wrong we've done, but we can be proud for what wrong we've overcome and improved ourselves on.

In the end, we can't count how many things have we lost, but I'm sure we'll know how much we can overcome.

o_O

I attach imperishable and indestructible true love to commit myself in imparting love to you.

“Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you.” (Colossians 3:13)

“倘 若 这 人 与 那 人 有 嫌 隙 ， 总 要 彼 此 包 容 ， 彼 此 饶 恕 ； 主 怎 样 饶 恕 了 你 们 ， 你 们 也 要 怎 样 饶 恕 人 。” (Colossians 3:13)

o.o

“[The Narrow and Wide Gates] "Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it.” (Matthew 7:13-14)

when...

“Before the mountains were born or you brought forth the earth and the world, from everlasting to everlasting you are God. For a thousand years in your sight are like a day that has just gone by, or like a watch in the night.” (Psalm 90:2,4)

"Let there in this earth no hatred be."

"For in your heart it is a fence,
The pricking of truth shall now commence."

hm

This life takes a sorrow go,
And bliss pays one a penny woe.


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The way your eyes stare, they glimmer, the way your mouth remains calm, it attracts, the way your cheeks lift, they mesmerize, these all depict one sweet you.
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'Tis the builder had fallen desire,
And big disgust that burns in fire.
--
Summer's bed,
Nourished with the roses,
Lay a sweet one's head,
And kisses the noses,
Of the passersby near,
Yet only a man could hear,
This sound sleep,
That a sleeping princess snores a melody heap.

for even the stars above are no compare

you have encouraged me, so will I encourage you, you've given me a gift, so will I gift you. I thank you again and again Lord that you have given me a good gift and a good encouragement.

for I cherish you, I thank you for everything that you've given to me. It's more than happiness can pay, and 'tis God's given gift, it sinks into my soul. Thank you, thank you, thank you. Amen.

I appreciate you, I cherish you, I treasure you, I want to find out more about you with you, I fear not the break ups and the risks and all the challenges that are to come, for I have God, and I have you.
- “Therefore encourage one another and build each other up, just as in fact you are doing.” (1 Thessalonians 5:11)

o.o

No matter what I do appeal to you that you consider being with me. There is just so much about you, that you sink beneath my heart, you sink into my soul. There is just too much about you unconditional and unquestionable, I wouldn't know what to say, because even the divine, and my instincts all tell me that you are the one, all odds point to you, for I have been praying to receive you, now could you consider being together with me?

hmm

“so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.” (Ephesians 3:17-19)

dang :/

“Therefore encourage one another and build each other up, just as in fact you are doing.” (1 Thessalonians 5:11)

Sigh

Just finished the E4U exam earlier today, found it interesting, pretty different from what we usually do during primary and secondary school years, I wish I could describe or explain to you how this feeling feels like, but for now I don't even know where to begin with. All I can tell you is that, the first thing after an exam is relief -- not to mention I nearly broke my finger due to too much of "finger exercising". But in relief there is grief, somehow I cannot explain this wistful and nostalgic feeling, right now, typing in front of a computer desk inside my college, I wonder why is time such a good sweeper, one who just sweeps away all things, all along the way. How much more true can this feeling be? I can't believe college in 3 months left more nostalgia than school for 11 years, but eventually we'd have to let go of all things, is this the ordeal that takes us away to the new divide? The new turn? The new wave? The new pace, the new phase, and new faces I have to meet? Guess on earth we'd have to slowly wipe away the past and no longer turn back -- what's the point, we can't anyway. If I were to primarily explain my epic experience... Hmm I was left as the outcast, would that make things sound better? Well, off I go for now, finishing this post, I will end this with a click, I ain't got much to say, I'll write more as I figure things out, right now it's excitement ready to blush in my brain, can't wreck everything else. See you sometime.

I shall this sorrow keep, and will my eyes not weep. For He is there to wipe my tears, O' Christ thank you.

I have these events wept, and the sorrows kept.

Everything has its turns, and candidates to select.

I am weep,
and I am sleep,
For too long is life,
If time is no strife.

For there is a time work at best
And a time to rest.
--

If we want to reach the sky,
Make that plane for two,
We will make it sky high,
So that it be me and you.
--

We will conquer the sky,
And our love will live it high.

o.o

The rain poured in this sunny afternoon and chewed all the white clouds with its darkness, but now drizzles and retreats itself, now the rainbow and the calmness of the sluggishly pacing pale clouds take the height of the sky and the breadth of the atmosphere.

I don't regret knowing you, even more do I not regret being with you, but for the most that I do not regret is choosing you.
(我不后悔认识你，我更不后悔跟你在一起，但最不后悔选择你。)

:d

“In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust; I will not be afraid. What can mortal man do to me?” (Psalm 56:4)

There are more than 3,301,112,087 women in the world, and a quarter more than that of man, but all I need is one.

If it's not to feel, it is to kill.

My sorrow sleeps not, though isolated. I have now a mission to conquer it, I will its cumbersome tail make no more wags.

The sorrow in my heart does not retreat, though condemned, isolated, and attacked.

“But from everlasting to everlasting the LORD's love is with those who fear him, and his righteousness with their children's children- with those who keep his covenant and remember to obey his precepts.” (Psalm 103:17-18)

sigh

O' God keeps me alive, but fear withholds the righteousness from me.

'Tis such sour news, petrify my tongue and stun my words.

If love were a little song, I want it to swing the air, I want it to swish and lurk and propel its gentleness throughout the air, and I want it to reach you. I want you to hear it, to hear this gentle chime, this calling, this little song of love.

When it's true love, I know I don't have to worry, because when I ride a plane, and when it has to crash, God and you are there to hold me on the ground.

I love you,
Of greater height than the stars above,
Oh I am in love,
Of greater depth than the abyss deep,
Yet my heart is kept at weep.

My instincts revolt against such stagnation, idling exhausts me more plentiful than predicaments' plague. I crave earnestly for spiritual rest.

I shall be good to those who are good with me, and to those who are bad with me. I promise, dear lord.

I am a wayfaring stranger, crossing this world of woe. God shall keep me in this world of woe alive. And I shall abundantly compassion give.

I appeal to you, brothers, in the name
of our Lord Jesus Christ, that all of you agree with one another so that
there may be no divisions among you and that you may be perfectly
united in mind and thought.” (1
Corinthians 1:10)

“As you do not know the path of the wind, or how the body is formed in a
mother's womb, so you cannot understand the work of God, the Maker of
all things.” (Ecclesiastes
11:5)

I felt the bitterness biting through my chest and agony swimming in my blood, loneliness was like the air every time I could inhale it.

Gauge My Persistence

Though the seasons of the great summer,
Had slept over,
You remain with power
Of the greater flower.

Let not frown wear your brows over hectic times, God fathers your needs.

WIth a little bit of resources, much love can I create.

If you sever your heart into two, give me half, and you'll never find it again. Do you know why? Because it was my source of energy to produce unlimited love for you. Just a little bit from you, I will produce unlimited for you.

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Oh dearest most loved lover,
When has death's blanket on you cover?
Oh most gentle, loving and kind,
What tragedy have you left behind?
Now seasons are the longing numbers of your care,
That strides the rest of no compare.
For your love had one in a million been,
So had its ways the million in one seen.
And I too tough have my heart obey,
That torn down the sun of everyday,
And my wistful heart does much sorrow keep,
Which cries a billion tears deep.
Herein reach of sadness's top,
That journeys a travel of no sweetly stop,
And of that, speaks my heart "No more!"
For it has left a wound of no restore.

~me


The past is a good lesson keep
Too good a lesson to forsake
But in your coming words without it say.

--

Your love is greater than the stars above,
I shall in life move with your love.

sigh

Rest or unrest, whether 'tis greater flame of the mouth to utter less incoherence, or the foul odour of the mouth to voice confounding coherence?

If one shall on moutain's heights climb the mists, what beneath awaits your firmament's harsh descent be?

You, less truly relieve my soul.

My heart does in longing numbers call heaven's judge, speak "no more, no more, no more".

Yet, my sleepless soul, whimpered.

'Tis true, 'tis true, 'tis true,
My love, I do,
In heart, in soul, in mind, love you.

O' dear God,
Give us your might,
That in pain helps us fight,
And your wisdom to set it right.

O' in heaven's great seat's eye,
In what compare do with you justify?
O' what seams on paper had they part,
'Tis compassion loyal not, from this heart,
What end keep you from me,
Which herein tents, in your a bosom's mystery?

'Tis much the length in longing time meet,
O' much in sorrow does my heart beat,
I have for her weep,
And her image in mine mind keep.

O' rest little foul of the mouth,
You exhale a fool's words.

Do with humility not yourself extol,
For inasmuch not the world is your control.

hmm

Charm is deceptive, and beauty is
fleeting; but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised. (Proverbs 31:30) “艳 丽 是 虚 假 的 ， 美 容 是 虚 浮 的 ； 惟 敬 畏 耶 和 华 的 妇 女 必 得 称 赞 。” (Proverbs 31:30)

“A wife of noble character who can find? She is worth far more than rubies. She watches over the affairs of her household and does not eat the bread of idleness. Her children arise and call her blessed; her husband also, and he praises her:” (Proverbs 31:10, 27-28)

I found something

I found this on youtube, some guy wrote it, I felt it funny, do have a look:

"Inane or insane: That is the question: Whether 'tis greater vanity of the tongue to utter little and extol much, or foam out the mouth the hollow ravings of pedantry, and by continuing, confound the minds of the simple?"

Serenity

Tranquility

Under the starry night,
The clouds struck off the light,
And street lights all flickered
No voice could be heard.

Then the pale light struck the ground,
And I walked under the wistful firmament,
And see one that I have found.

In every moment,
And every movement,
There are less being said,
But more meaning laid.

~Ken (me)

--

Serenity Prayer

God, grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things that I can;
And wisdom to know the difference.

~Serenity Prayer (not me)

--
It's all too tight a fight,
That he, each warrior's foe sits not on the top height,
Not too long a man,
Had he been a warrior of can.
Too many are the foes who strike their fists,
And my cheeks lie against the ground's in their hits.

And hear you now, the warriors' roar opposing selves,
Tight grasps swinging through their helves,
And I fall into bottom of heights,
I, too, common am,
You're a better man than I am.

~Ken(me) (inspired by Rudyard Kipling's Gunga Din)

lol

A little more than fill, and less than feel. (inspired by Hamlet by shakespeare)

How confusing can the clock ticks be, and its hands havoc feasts with, to the question, oh inevitable grasp of impermanence, what breadth of time has been left for me?

You have hopes but don't have time, I have time but don't have hopes.

Reality is a hard surface, and denial's all over it, you know the questions, yet you don't want to know the answer.

the

The frown, as nasty fingers, stripped your complexion.

This outcast song, in love did the welkin bathe, it had in love with lush serene pace lit.

what's anger?

The frustrations burn in your face, your eyelids lifted furiously, reversed, utterly bent gradients atop your both eyes, force exerted and lifting between your both eyes, wrinkles lifted and your eyes now buried under the fury and the heavy head of yours ready to combust.
-Me

But of course don't blaze and ignite yourself and yes stop frowning, start looking for solutions instead of smiling.

Your inner mouth, you lick your palate, you throw a sense of bitter, bone-biting chill that rips my light apart and see the darkness obscured, bathed in the light, now scattered like the abyssal wind's sluggish spiral on every edge of the foggy breath. The seams and the tears of the slow-paced breath. And you throw the heavy and artistic mist-like particles and hang them in the air. It chills its bites in my bones, then creeps into my soul, and you make me weep.
-me

Your breath is cold, it settles in my bones, it crawls its way through the door of my heart, penetrates through it, then it breaks the remains of happiness. You massacred my remaining gold, and now you make me sleep in ashes.
-me

psalm 23

A mourning for the dead
In regard to "http://gigikissu.blogspot.com/"'s bf's death

~The 23rd Psalm of David~

"The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.
He maketh me to lie down in green pastures:
he leadeth me beside the still waters.
He restoreth my soul:
he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies:
thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life:
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever."
--
Amen

sleep well

In the night, if you hear the voice of the forest that sings the chants of the beauty of an angel, or the somnolence of God's grace, and feel the winds that swirl by faintly and soothe your cheeks that sweeps through a flute's melody, you probably see me, my prayer, silently wishing you good night, wishing you care, wishing you love.
~by me

just a short one

His heartbeat is countable,
But deeds were noble,
Man had tossed him anger on,
But he angered not,
Though they in good man's suits were gone,
For He was forgiving,
In those delighted wolves in sheep sinning,
Though his heart stops at his flesh's death,
His deed shall stretch 'till its eternal breath.
-by me
--
Though his heart stops at his flesh's death,
His deed shall stretch till its eternal breath.

o.o

I am the warm light that bathes you as the morning comes,
I am the shadows that follow you behind,
As the noon, and the daylight approaches,
I am the seas, the mountains, at the back of your mind.

I am the breeze of the spring that swirls by every little while,
I am the heat of the summer that rains sweat all over your head,
I am the red leaves, and the solemn wind that comes and goes in a mile,
I am the biting of the winter's wind, that stays in your bones, pestering you in bed.

I'll be around, always due,
Needless to say, I am with you.
-
Sadness is a sponge that sleeps atop the lonely ground, under the freezing rain, and bathed in the pale somnolent light.

Ken

Sadness is a sound that is loud and clear, but it fades into the endless abyss floating about no where, no direction. It fades with the echoes and sluggishly turns itself into silence. -Ken (me)

Sadness is translated through a soundless world, it collects the heat that evaporates along its way, and rains down when the clouds get too heavy, but as the clouds fall apart the rain falls delightfully in the lonely corner of a place.

If you can listen to my heart, you can listen to the rain that falls from the dark night sky, hitting under the ground bathed in the pale nightlights. And the breeze sleeps my soul again, and my soul awaits comfort.

She whose magical words whispered and left those pretty sprinkles of magic droplets, snatched my heart away.

this is my life

I do hope that a girl will be able to appreciate me well =/ sigh, life is just a big tough guy, I am a lonely man, guess it'll keep being that way

My Sacks of Endless Love

My shepherd gave me two sacks,
One the empty, the other the filled.

Oh big world!
I'm climbing up this big mountain,
My shepherd be my light!
He taught me what to do.
To pick the love along the way.

I pluck the love along the way,
And leave them in my empty sack!
Then sprinkle love from the filled sack into the sleepy air!
On the sleepy trees and the sleepy plants, above the infertile ground.

Sometimes the rain soaks wet, and my hair, curled,
My sacks, drenched,
Sometimes a heavy, big sack,
With my heavy sack hung on my back,
I would still sprinkle love along the way!

And meet people as I climb,
Slowly with my shepherd onto the great mountain.

And as I go,

You, shepherd of mine,
I hope to find her in my climb,
Just to keep her in the love I can find!

That sack I've gathered love and wisdom with,
As my journey runs with it in the coming width,
Just so she stays in the love and comfort of it,
In all the love I've gathered and can give from it!
At the end of my journey thirst shall never come,
And the love from the final sleep shall infinitely sum!

life

Let me help you, and try to understand you, and try to hold you until the end.

You shall return violence with good.

Always, to those that you hate, that have exasperated you, forgive.

I don't mind if you don't understand, just don't misunderstand.

That evil little cacophony that sounds, Steals a handsome prince's charm.

The intelligent speaks nothing greater than its own heights.

Want an exact picture that's happening inside of my heart?

This tells everything

Some that correctly describe how I feel

For everything that I do, good or bad, there is a book recording every deed that I have done. For every pain that I feel, there is a God who listens to me.

Isn't it better to solve the problems first before you enjoy instead of enjoying first then solve the problems?

Talking about a solved problem (being happy) is more pointless than talking about an unsolved problem (being sad). Though, talking about unsolved problems should not get you too emotional, the most important thing is still, to press towards a solution.

You don't love me, you only want to possess my care

If you insult others' kindness, you will be the poorest person on earth, because you are deprived of love.

Isn't it a lot better to create a godfearing being than a god-hating being?

When you walk into my heart, you melt into my heart, because when you are there, you will never disappear.

I've done so much, and this be my confession, these be my concerns.

When it's not your turn, don't jump onto me.

Just because you love someone, does not mean you have become theirs.

Just because you are in love, it does not mean you have become someone's property.

Before you leave me, I want you to be sure of one thing when you reach the outside world, do not regret that you have been with me.

Some interesting pictures

daite senorita

kiss

spectacular abs

gesture

a kiss for you

wuzzah

;]

kiss

mv

Halleluya Chance
Here are some interesting pictures that I found on the web xD of yamapi
DISCLAIMER: NO STEALING INTENDED, EVERYTHING BELONGS TO THEIR RESPECTIVE OWNERS. THIS IS JUST A COMPILATION OF WHAT I FOUND.

Little words, drink them

Don't make me say words that would make me apologize to you later on, please.

求めよ、さらば与えられん。motomeyo, saraba ataeraren(Ask, and it shall be given.)尋ねよ、さらば見い出さん。tazuneyo, saraba miidasan(Seek, and you shall find.)扉を叩け、さらば開かれん。tobira o tatake, saraba hirakaren(Knock on the door, and it shall be opened to you.) (Matthew 7:7)

I'm just like an alarm clock in the morning, everytime I ring, the first and only thing that comes to people who are awake because of me, is to shut me up.

For love is natural and eternal. There is one thing everyone can do without learning any powerful words, that is to love others.

I don't want to take anything without your permission. You never said that I was a good person, so I'll never say that I'm a good person, because you never said it, I'll never take your name to proclaim myself as a good person. Without you saying that I am one, I'll never be one.

My body can die, but my courage, my will, and my trust in God can never die.

Grow up please, life isn't about being a kid and remaining as one, someday everyone has to leave kid life.

what's wrong?

Why do I feel the shake between us, is an earthquake coming near to tear the ground I've put together between us after so long just to solve the unknown obstacles in my way? Why are you separating us, now? Please let me know ._. please help please help o' divine one.

"I wish they would only take me as I am." -Vincent Van Gogh

As an opening:

"I am still far from being what I want to be, but with God's help I shall succeed." ~Vincent Van Gogh

"I wish they would only take me as I am." ~Vincent Van Gogh
--
You who have a warm heart, those who breath cold to you, lend them your warmth, despite how shivery their breaths can be, for their hearts were involuntarily made cold.

For those who have a great fire in their heart, it is cold out there, in the world with people, in case you ever see someone, let that someone get close to you just to share warmth from your hut, even if that person is just as cold as those who are outside.

Suffering is like the stars, they are always there, and happiness is like the sun, sometimes the sun shines too bright, the light covers them from being seen in the day, they return at night, but eventually hide when the sun shines over the earth.

"Yesterday, I was someone defeated and dejected, today, I am someone budding and growing knowing what is right to do, tomorrow, I will be someone with wisdom and strength to overcome obstacles." ~KangHo

the above sentences without the author's name attached at the back are mine
--
now for some of others'

"In rivers, the water that you touch is the last of what has passed and the first of that which comes; so with present time." ~Leonardo da Vinci

"There are three classes of people: those who see, those who see when they are shown, those who do not see." ~Leonardo da Vinci

"If you hear a voice within you say "you cannot paint," then by all means paint, and that voice will be silenced." ~Vincent Van Gogh

"Although nature commences with reason and ends in experience it is necessary for us to do the opposite, that is to commence with experience and from this to proceed to investigate the reason." ~Leonardo da Vinci

"Experience does not err. Only your judgments err by expecting from her what is not in her power." ~Leonardo Da Vinci
--

Afterword:

"Time stays long enough for anyone who will use it." ~Leonardo da Vinci

“In youth we learn; in age we understand.” ~Marie Von Ebner-Eschenbach

“It is a pity that, as one gradually gains experience, one loses one's youth.” Vincent van Gogh

Your constant love is better than life itself, and so I will praise you. (Psalms 63:3)
你的持续的爱是比起生活更好，我会崇拜你。(Psalms 63:3)

Do all your work in love. (1 Cor. 16:14)
用爱去做你的全部功劳。(1 Cor. 16:14)

a bunch of dog pics